emerald eyes - DNF/gream

i'm bound to fall for you

this chapter has fluff btw :)

the knocking on the door engulfed him, getting louder and louder, the constant quick pounding noise was swallowing clay whole. it was repetitive he thought it would never stop until, it did. 

no now the knocking was louder, closer, more constant and he could hear muffled words behind the frantic knocking. 

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CLAY, CLAY..clay please open the door

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please clay, are you there?

i'm here, dream says in a muffled scraggly voice

clay? you sound really sick, what's wrong

..

please clay just open the door

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dream slowly rolled over and turned the small golden lock on the door handle and nearly fell out of bed from doing so

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it's unlocked

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george swung the door open and stood there staring at clay, he didn't expect him to be laying in bed half dead.

george closed his mouth which had dropped open after seeing dream and slowly walked over to his bed to look at him more closely.

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clay i- how did this happen?

you don't fucking love me george, i'm deep in love with you and you don't love me.

i- no i do love you!

shut the fuck up you don't love me in the way i want you to

wh- like in a romantic way?

yes, george, i'm talking about a romantic way

well you know i have a girlfriend right?

fuck her george why don't you want me

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george slowly took a seat next to clay's limp body on the bed, he sat there for a few seconds and slowly scooted a little closer to clay slightly brushing past his arm.

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can you stop trying to seduce me and tell me why you don't love me please?

dream i just- it's not going to work..i'm sorry

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this was what got dream. those five words "it's not going to work". he just didn't understand, how could it not work when they've been so close they could've been dating for the past eight years.

dream rolled away from george and became even more numb to the pain he was feeling physically and mentally.

george laid on the other side of dream being the big spoon and cuddling with him.

we're under covers now

this, this is all that dream wanted. he wanted love from george, not pity or friend love but real love.

but for some reason george could only give him pity and friendship love.

george snuggled up closer to dream slowly wrapping one arm over his side and using the other to play with dream's hair. george slowly started to rub dream's back and brush his hands over dream's cold skin. they both melted into each other slowly drifting off into sleep, george rubbing dream's back and ruffling his hair. 

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it felt so good having george show me this love that i've never felt before from him but it didn't last for long. i felt myself finally starting to drift off towards the clouds like i wanted, my skin getting colder, my body getting weaker. i was so excited until i knew i would have to stop feeling george's touch against my skin. i fought back against it so hard, i tried to stay, i really tried.

i floated away.

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it had been multiple hours and george had finally woken up, still pressed up against dream one hand on dreams back and the other entangled in his hair he noticed something. dream's body was a lot noticeably colder than before.

i don't know what to do

dream?..DREAM??

 (not) sorry for the cliffhanger D: 

idk the wc it always be changing on me after i publish 😭