Dear Derek,
Does it bother you when I write to you? Do you feel bothered? Agitated? Annoyed? Put off? Do you feel uncomfortable? Do you want to forget me too? Do you want to be alone? When you have people who care about you? Do I remind you of Stiles?
I attach my number in each and every letter that I write to you with new hope(every single time) that you'll call me. Please call me?
I would find you- I know where you live, I wouldn't hesistate to show up at your door step, you know that. It's just that I don't have the money and mom and Mr. Stilinski won't let me out their sight. They cling onto me like I'm a baby or something. Mr. Stilinski sometimes treats me like I'm the only thing closest to a son that he'll ever have. They aren't together-mom and him, but I think they bond, over what happened. I'm happy that Mr. Stilinski isn't doing that bad, but you can only feel so happy when you can't tell if someone you care about can't bear to look at you because you remind them so much of their Loss or if they can't stop looking at you, petting you, and loving you because you're the closest thing they've got to a son who's-
Oh god.
This is painful.
We care about you Derek, all of us, the rest of the pack. You think I'm the only one missing you? I'm not, everyone does, everyone...I mean even Jackson misses you!
And Peter, oh Peter...he'll never admit it, but Peter misses you.
So much.
Sincerely,
Scott
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Letters to Derek //Scerek//
FanfictionScott tells himself that it's for the pack, it's for Peter , and that it's for their fallen- especially Stiles- when he writes letters to Derek. Scott will write to Derek because they need him (Scott doesn't need him), he will write to Derek because...
