A/N: I wasn't supposed to throw in this guy till Hmmm...maybe 3000 years? Lol joking.
im trying to understand and plan out Adrift whilst writing this, that's why I took so long. But I've reached a compromise- so enjoy!
Dear Scott,
Hey, I-
Derek crumples up the paper immediately and throws it across the room- again .It lands next to a dozen more crumpled letters. Letters to Scott.
He wants to talk to Scott, so much- he wants to have at least a little connection with the last person that seems to want something to do with him.
But Derek remembers too much, all the time and Derek thinks too much, all the time.
The mind is a dangerous place sometimes- his mind is no better.
If he was strong enough- if he was the Derek Hale he used to be, the 'Derek' Laura and Stiles knew then he wouldn't be here, he would be there- with his pack, picking up the pieces of the life he now has with them.
But Derek lost a bit more than pieces and a bit more than everything- how could you get anything back if you had nothing?
Scott isn't nothing.
"Scott isn't nothing," he voices.
Derek wants to talk to Scott, he wants to tell Scott a little bit about where is he and what he is doing, Derek wants-
A replacement.
"Scott is not a replacement," he mutters to himself angrily.
Derek will talk to Scott, he'll write to Scott again and he'll call Scott- yes, he'll call him.
Yes!
Derek picks up the pen again and get a new sheet of paper-
But you're nothing, Derek.
He puts down the pen- again
One day, he will write to Scott, when he is better, when all he sees isn't Stiles.
"I'm sorry, Scott."
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Letters to Derek //Scerek//
FanfictionScott tells himself that it's for the pack, it's for Peter , and that it's for their fallen- especially Stiles- when he writes letters to Derek. Scott will write to Derek because they need him (Scott doesn't need him), he will write to Derek because...
