Derek,
Even if you don't want to grace any of us with your presence or do me the courtesy of friggin trying to write back, I swear...I swear that one of these days, I'm just going to wolf out and run.
I'll run Derek.
And I will find you.
I will find you- I will show up at your doorstep- and even though you are stronger than me, I swear I will friggin beat to to pieces because I'm SO ANGRY. I'm Angry that you would just up and leave and not tell us a single thing . I'm Angry because you left your pack, your family- hell, the only family you had after the Fire. And the only family you continue to have after the Alpha pack destroyed our lives, everyone else wants to Understand you, wants to Baby you, wants to Give you time- FUCK THAT.
You think I don't miss Stiles? You think he meant less to me just because You guys were dating? Stiles was my Life, Stiles, my mom and his dad were the only family I had before your uncle came along and bit me. Alison was like my other best friend, even when we broke up- we were good, I loved her.
Have you even tried-have you even thought about Jackson? What it's like for him? How do you think he feels, huh? How do you think he feels - how do you think he felt when he lost Danny and Lydia? You're not the only one who lost people, Derek.
Why do I have to lose you too?
Why are you so fucking selfish?
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Letters to Derek //Scerek//
FanfictionScott tells himself that it's for the pack, it's for Peter , and that it's for their fallen- especially Stiles- when he writes letters to Derek. Scott will write to Derek because they need him (Scott doesn't need him), he will write to Derek because...
