Another life

12

Olivias pov

It's been two months as I stared at the ceiling. I've been sleeping in the back lounge since it's more comfortable than my bunk plus I don't have to run into Chris. I felt a hand on my stomach as Ryan's face came into my view as he looked at me.

" you ok?" I sighed and nodded.

" just thinking. " I sat up and he sat next to me.

" about what?" He asked as I shrugged.

" I miss Chris. " he nodded.

" you should talk to him. I know you love him and he loves you. Just take things slow and slowing build up the trust with him. Seeing you guys so upset it's really sad. You guys are a good fit for each other. " he said honestly as I nodded smiling.

" thank you Ryan. Thank you for just being here for me. I know I'm pretty lame" I laughed as he rolled his eyes.

" no you aren't. You're awesome. Oh and side subject could you possibly get it pimple right here? I can't quite get it. " he said as he pointed at it and I nodded noticing a couple more on his face.

" I'll just get them all if that's ok with you. " he nodded as I got up and grabbed a tissue.

" Um is it ok if I sit on your lap?It's just easier that way. "

" that's fine. " he said as I crawled on his lap sitting with my legs on both sides of him. He softly rested his hand on my waist since there wasn't many places for him to put them. I leaned closer as he leaned back closing his eyes as I begun to get the couple pimples and black heads he had on his face. He flinched slightly as I laughed. The door suddenly opened as I jumped and turned to see Chris as he look at us.

" it's not what it looks like Chris. " I said as he shook his head and went to leave. I got off Ryan as I grabbed his hand. He stopped and looked at me.

" you could just tell me you are dating Ryan or at least messing around with him" he said as I scoffed showing him the bloody tissue in my hand as he looked at it.

" I'm popping some of the pimples on his face like he asked me too. It's difficult to get them when I'm not in that position and yes I know it looked sexual but seriously nothing was going on. Look at his face. It's all red in spots I got. " I said as he looked at him. He sighed and nodded.

" sorry to bother you guys than. Resume the popping. " he said as he left as I sighed. I felt Ryan grab me from behind and he turned me so he can pull me into a hug.

" talk to him Olivia. He's listening to you when you talk. He very well could've just ignored what you said and thought what he wanted but he didn't. " he said as I nodded.

" I'm sorry for being so emotional Ryan. " I sighed as he shook his head.

" you are a human going threw shit. I'd be worried if you weren't emotional " I laughed as he smiled   

" I can finish getting the pimples if you want?" he nodded as he sat down

" do you have any on your chest? I can get those too if you want?" I asked as he nodded and pulled off his shirt. He only had a couple. I got on his lap like before and started to get them. I repositioned myself as his grip on my waist tighten as he grunted. I raised my eyebrow as he took a breath letting go.

" sorry. " he said

" no no, I'm sorry. I forgot I was on your lap" I said as he nodded and I continued. I moved down as I had to reposition myself again as he let out a low groan and closed his eyes as I stopped.

" Ryan? You ok?" I asked as he cleared his throat and nodded slowly.

" I-I need you to get off my lap" he said as I did so as I noticed he had a hard on as he quickly stood.

" oh my god I'm sorry Ryan" I said slightly laughing as he turned red.

" it's fine. Just hadn't had that feeling in awhile and my body couldn't control itself. I'm sorry " I shook my head as he took a drink of water.

" it's my bad. I shouldn't have been on your lap. " I said as he grabbed his shirt and pulled it back on.

" it's fine Olivia. Why don't you go talk to Chris?" I nodded as I got up and grabbed Chris. I pulled him outside.

" how are you?" He shrugged.

" I'm fine. Doing better than I thought. How are you?" He said as I felt sadden the statement.

" I'm doing good too. Just wanted to check up with you. " he nodded.

" can I tell you something?" He asked nervously as I nodded quickly hopping it's what I came out here to ask him about.

" I've been talking to this girl and she seems really nice. " he said as I felt my heart break as the words came out of his mouth.

" I just thought we should start moving on " I nodded as i held back tears and pushed a smile.

" I'm happy for you Chris and I agree. " I said as I walked past him back on the bus to the back lounge. Ryan looked up at me as I closed the door. When he noticed my face he quickly stood walking over to me.

" Olivia. "

" he found another woman and thinks we should move on.." he looked at me sadly as I stared at him. I grabbed him and kissed him. He let me for a second before pulling away.

" Olivia. We can't do this. You're just really emotional right now" he said I shook my head pulling in for another kiss for a little longer. He pulled away again and looked at me.

" I can't Olivia " I pushed him on the couch and I crawled on his lap.

" please Ryan. " I begged as I slowly moved my hips as he held onto my waist.

"I- " I cut him off as I started going a little faster as he let out a groan. He pulled me into a kiss, giving in. I broke away and pulled off his shirt resting my hand on his chest. He pulled my top off and ran his fingers against my body. I unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants.

" are you sure about this? We really don't have to" he said as I nodded.

" I'm sure Ryan" as he nodded pulling off his jeans and boxers and pulling my shorts off. I know I'll probably will regret this but I don't care right now.