Another life

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Olivias pov

- 2 months later-

We were finally getting back to touring which I was excited about. I've been living with Ryan the last couple of months to help take care of him and he's to the point he's able to walk around really well. Still is healing but he's been insisting to go back on tour and preform. Thankfully the sex thing died down and is almost nothing now. I looked at Ryan as he smiled and walked over to me and kissed me. It was also so nice to be able to have alone time with him. No interruptions at all but I know that'll come to end here soon. There was a knock on the door as I opened it to see Justin, our new bassist. Unfortunately due to mental health issues ghost wasn't able to keep going with the band but we all fully support his decision. He gave me a hug as I smiled. He let go as he rubbed my stomach as I waited for Ryan to gather our things. I already told the guys I was gonna tour until this baby was falling out of me because I don't do anything too physical. We got on the bus as we started chatting. About a week ago I took the pictures for the guys for the new album and I was so excited to edit them and release them when it was time. We all sat on the bus talking and catching up on everything. Everyone was so obsessed with touching my stomach it always makes me laugh. I barely have a bump starting. I don't mind when the boys do it but I hate when random strangers think they have the right to touch me just cause I'm pregnant. As usual the boys pulled out their games and started playing while we waited to get to the venue.

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I smiled as I stood off to the side of the stage as I took pictures. I walked over to the drumset to get some of vinny. I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I quickly set my camera down held onto my stomach trying to breath.

" you ok?" I heard Justin asked. I went to nodded but got another pain. I doubled over gripping my stomach as I tried to hold back screams. I felt an arm on me as I looked to see Ryan. He looked at me concerned.

" somethings wrong " I gasped holding my stomach. Justin quickly walked over to Chris and pointed me out. Soon all the music stopped as the boys huddled around me.

" can you walk? " I shook my head

" Ryan.." I heard Ricky say quietly as he walked over to where he was standing.

" babe don't move. Don't do anything. Ambulance is on its way here right now. " he said as he held me as I gripped his hand. I started crying since I was terrified what was happening. After a long while they finally showed up as they put me on the gurney. They drove us to the hospital as they quickly took me in. Ryan helped change me into a hospital gown I laid in the bed as a doctor came in.

" ok I'm gonna examine you to see what's going on ok?" She said as I nodded. After awhile they brought me into the ultrasound room to check on the baby. She sighed as she looked at me and took my hand.

" I'm gonna run a couple tests on you to see what's going on but I'm so sorry. You had a miscarriage. " I felt my heart stop as Ryan pulled me into a hug. I just started crying on his shoulder. They took us back to our room as they ran the tests. Soon she showed up as we looked at her.

" I'm sorry. It appears you did nothing wrong. You did everything you were supposed to so this is not your fault. Sometimes it just happens and it's absolutely devastating. I'm so sorry for your loss. Take as much time as you need but you are good to go when you are ready to leave. " we nodded as she left.

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Ryan drove us back to bus as I held his hand. Soon we got there and he helped me out and we walked onto the bus. The guys all quickly looked at us waiting for news.

" it was a miscarriage.." he said quietly as they all pulled me into a tight hug. I hugged everyone back but then went to the back lounge with my computer. I just need to be alone and just work to get my mind off of things. I sat down and started to edit each photo until I was happy with them. I sent them off as I sent them to the guys to have. I hoped everyone liked them as much I did.

A/N

I know what devin actually did but I wrote this story before then so I just never wrote him in and replaced him with Justin.