Why did I met you? (Discontinued)

Best friend

Y/N's POV

I stomp out of Levi's office, and saw Hanji along the way. She waved at me but I ignored her. I don't know where I'll go but I will go somewhere that no fucking person could find me..but where?

Then I saw the window that I always jump through, now that's a plan. I climb out the window and reach for the strongest branch that was near and swong out reaching to higher ground. As I arrived, I sat right next to the branch that I broke and.. Levi saved me from the fall.

Well period sucks, hormon sucks, this world sucks, love.. however sucks in both good and bad ways. Well Im probably speaking nonsense since my brain is not functioning well. But what I said was right, he nor Eye browed-Erwin shouldn't have kept it from me. It is about my family, empasizing the 'my family'. I should know what was happening, what I am and how the fuck Petra is also involve?

Whatever, now lets just look at the stars.. now I think of it, I could sing.. it has been a while..

"Looking above the sky,
Wondering how and why?
Don't you trust me, Levi?

I miss you sunshine..
This gloomy sky is killing me
Where have you been?
And how have you been?

They should tell me
What they knew about you
Because im also in this crew

So why are you keeping this from me?
You know I want answers too

The sunshine should shine
And keep on shining
But suddenly it didn't
So I thought we'll figure it out
Together

Why don't you trust me?
Look above the stars
That are shining
But nit like the way the sun shines
And maybe its not the same

Because their different
You should trust me more
Because we are more
More then acquaintance
More then just comrades

We are more..
So trust me darling
Because I trust you with my life

And I swore I'll protect you
Just like I protect myself
Just like i protect this trust

So please trust me.
I want to be the one you go to
When you have a problem

So trust me darling,
So trust me with your heart
Because your heart is still mine
And mine is still yours

Just know that I love you
No matter what
And with that
I trust you
So darling trust me? Please"

I ended the lyrics there, not one of my best originals but that'll do for now. Its not like Im going to sing to the world. As I said that a white pigeon I believe, flew and sat on the branch beside me looking at me curiously.

"Hey there, so how's life been treating you?" I playfully ask the bird it came nearer and started doing their cute bird sounds.

"Oh really? It must be nice being a bird. You're free no titan attacks and you can go wherever you want" I said and it flew on to my hand and tilted its head.

"What? Its true though, that is why you are my favourite animal" I said, as I pull out the necklace Scarlet gave me, it seems like nobody noticed I was wearing it.

"Qur~ queerr~" It said as it walks in its cutely maner and hop onto my lap. Since I was a kid birds pretty much likes me weirdly, and I always talk to them as if they understand pretty crazy if you ask me but still I do think it understands me somehow.

"Qur?" It started rubbing its tiny head on my tummy Awww.

"What is it? You wittle whitey, well your cute" I said to it and then it flew and landed on my head. I giggle as I hop to one branch and I was hoping the pigeon would flew off but weirdly it didnt instead it flew towards the window I came through.