Hello Everyone, it had been a year passed since I last updated this book I reread it. Guess what? My stupid brain just realised the plot and timeline is all over the place, the character's characteristic and personality are also messed up in some of the chapters. I cringed so badly reading this and I have been planning on a bigger project someday.
Im sorry but I have finally concluded that this book will be discontinued. As good as it is, my writing, grammar, plot line and writing capabilities weren't good enough as I wrote through out this book and I see where my mistakes are for this book that I discontinued.
To be honest, Ive discontinued more than 10 books since I can't keep a good plot line and writing habit. My first book was on another account in english and my second book has caused drama for my life after getting the offer to publish on webnovel a couple years ago.
Those two books were discontinued, one of them in english and the other in my mother toungue language.
This book has been quite a ride if I may say so myself, the smut is all over the place, levi's character didn't stayed in character in the recent chapters and his attititude towards the reader drastically changed at a fast pased and I blame myself since I could not balance my time for work and free hours so I rushed things, a lot.
Y/N was so supposed to be hot headed and stubborn while levi should have been more Levi(?) and quiet, Scarlet's character should have acted more rashly and would actually be in a rampage in the supposed new chapters but I can't seem to get the timeline to work anymore. Petra being as she is in the wattpad or fanfic comunity literally just makes it obvious how easily convinced/influenced I am as a fanfic reader.
This fanfic may have not been the best and could have been written much much better but I ruined it, as I was more into smut than plotting, followed my emotions as I write and not how it was supposed to be written if I want to be a profesional someday.
Practice makes perfect they say yet i don't believe such phrase. You can always do better than your best but you can never be perfect. Maybe you can act perfect and be constant but you'll just lose yourself to the mask you decide to put on.
Dear readers,
I apologise for disappointing everyone who decided to read this book and Im thankful for all the views,votes and comments despite it being negative or positive. Even if its a mistake I have decided.
I, sweet will discontinue my 19th book.
For the sake of all the cringeness and all my grammar, spellings and typo and where I should be focussing more on my studies and improve my writing. It was fun writing and being such a simp for Levi (I still am) to think the final part is here and we'll never see such a masterpiece being written again and rest well isayama. Although Im not a manga reader I respect whatever decission Isayama has made and I respect the people who didn't spoil the manga for anime onlys.
For someone as busy and emotionally unstable as myself I do get why people won't have the time to read the manga online and for a student it is quite hard to get it physically. Im not sure if I should change my majours yet and I really need to decide although I will miss writing, although I will miss reading, I want a bright future after these years. I want to get a job and if there's a time where I really can balance work, studying and hobbies. Then maybe someday I'll write another story that I wil love and finish.
Truth is although I tell people I want to be a rich person I honestly just want to be able to write and share my love for stories to the world. Even when I start writing at a comunity like wattpad who knows all those 19 books that have went unpublished can be recycle as new ideas in the future. I will still write from time to time on the one shot book tho so do give your feedbacks on it!
I legit cried a lot for doing this because I spent hours and hours writing this and for me to really do this is like betraying all the work Ive put in but it was nice to say the least, experience is good and although you make mistakes just continue writing because that's how people grow, that's what one of my fav authors say. She also started as a fanfiction writer and she just might publish her own work this year. Im happy for her and I will probably laugh one day looking back at this mess of a book. But either way,
Thank you for choosing this fanfic.
Your Author,
Sweet
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Fanfic"I will love you again and again" a Levi × Reader ff (all the Attack on titan characters plus the songs and half of the story line is not mine) [WARNING! THERE ARE SOME SEXY SMUTS AND SOFT PARTS!] You have been warn so don't blame me for any SOFT or...
