𝐍𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 ; Shameless || J.JK ✔︎

26 | Drunkeyyy

Jungkook : I'm not sure about that anymore. You have been on my mind lately.

She scoffed.

Ichika : I don't care. The fact that you left me alone outside in the rain for more than six hours is what I care about.

Jungkook : I'm sor—

Ichika : Do you know the bad experience I have with rain? Of course you don't. If you do th—

Jungkook : Why don't you ever let me apologize!!!

Ichika : Because I don't want you listen to your pathetic apology. One shouldn't do things one will need to apologize for later.

Jungkook : If you don't want to listen to my pathetic apology then why? Why are you doing all those stuff like cooking for me and ironing my clothes?

Ichika : Because I'm a nice person.

Jungkook : Well stop. Your Niceness is giving me weird feelings and your niceness is making me think that you actually consider me as your husband. Your niceness is making me forget that you actually hate me.

That was where our conversation ended. We didn't say anything to eachother till we got to Jimin's place and of course greeted the others like a couple we were portraying to be.

I went to talk to some of my friends I haven't seen in so long and I couldn't find Ichika anywhere at the party but I know she wouldn't have left.

ICHIKA'S POV

Gosh!! I'm starting to regret my life decisions.

Wait—

I regretted my life decisions couple months ago.

I should just have talked to Jungkook but my enormous ego didn't let me.

I wanted him to feel bad but how did I ended up feeling bad.

Is bad the only thing I'm feeling? No

I think I might have fell for Jungkook while he was sleeping.

I definitely fell for him while he was sleeping.

I honestly don't like denying what I already know but I cannot let him know.

I wanted him to feel bad but I ended up feeling bad. I'm not as nice and Jungkook thinks I am. I am actually really lazy and don't like doing things for other people but what kept me waking up at 6am just to cook for him and Iron his clothes.

This stupid feelings I have for him.

And was he saying that he forgot that I hate him?

Of course I don't hate him.

I don't hate humans. I hate things.

I dislike humans and hate things.

I don't hate Miso. I dislike her and her presence irritates me.

Ichika : What should I do now?

I mumbled and chugged down a bottle of alcohol.

I actually left the party and I'm somewhere near the house but there's a bench and people from the party there so the place isn't dangerous.

I opened another bottle and sighed regretting my life decisions over and over again.

JUNGKOOK'S POV

Jungkook :  Where is she?

I searched the house over and over again looking for her but I couldn't find her and it was killing me.

Not looking where I was going, I mistakenly bumped into one of the maids.

Maid : I'm sorry sir but are you looking for something?

Jungkook :  Actually I'm looking for my wife. She is no where to be found in the house.

Maid : Have you checked outside? Some guest went outside because it was too hot for them in here.

Jungkook : No but I'll go check outside. Thank you.

I ran outside and saw Ichika sitting on a bench looking drunk and wasted.

Jungkook : Ichika!! Are you okay??

Ichika looked at me and smiled but I knew she was drunk otherwise she wouldn't smile at me.

Ichika : It's my dear husband.

Dear husband?
I know she's drunk but if she could call me dear husband every time then I would be totally happy.

Jungkook : You're drunk.

Ichika : Shut Up Jerkface.

She's mean to me even when she's drunk, she must really hate me than I thought.

Jungkook : You really hate me. don't you?

Ichika : Hate you? No. Infact I think I might be in love with you but don't tell Jungkook. This should be a little secret between us.

She put her fingers on my lips and smile widely. Alcohol is doing its work in her brain.

Jungkook : But I'm Jungkook.

Ichika : No you're not. Or are you? You're Jerkface and Jungkook is my husband but you're Miso's boyfriend.

She said and started crying when we feel droplets of rain. It started heavily and every body that were outside went back inside except for us.

Jungkook : Why are you crying?

Ichika : I really hate rain and—ahhhhh

She screamed and hugged me tightly when thunder struck.

Jungkook : What's wrong?

Ichika : Get me out of here Jungkook.

Her voice seemed a little more sober than before. Maybe it's because of the rain.

I carried her into the car and started driving home but she would scream at every thunder that struck. It makes me wonder why she's like that.