I slowly open the envolope. The first couple of words I see is Congratulations you have been accepted. I start screaming and wake Theresa up. She runs downstairs all freaked looking. Shes been real over protective lately. I think this Damion incident shook her more than anyone honestly. The poor kid hates me being more than two inches away from her.Theresa"s followed by Stacey and Bob. My Aunt's a heavy sleeper so she didn't come down. Theresa says what the hell is going on. Stacey must see how freaked out she is so she hugs her. I got in! I scream. I got in! I can't wait to call......... I want to call Josh and have him come over and kiss him. But we broke up. Tears well up in my eyes and I run out into the rain, get in my car and drive to Josh's house. While driving Josh and I's song comes on. Love and War by Tamar Braxton. It makes me cry even harder. When the chorus comes on I start to sing along Cause we made it this far for better or worse. I want to feel it even if it hurts. 'Cause I've gotta try to get to the other side. Lets go cause we're gon survive yeah. I reach a red light and all of Josh and I's time together washes over me like a wave. My first memory is the day we first met. It was the summer and I was working at 21 toppings in green acres mall. He walked in and ordered the most difficult order I've ever taken. But I still remember it. He ordered a mango froyo with chocolate syrup, gummy bears, m&m's, mangos, strawberries, blueberries, and extra chocolate syrup. I looked at him in awe, and disbelief that such a skinny boy could eat so much. But I took his order and made the froyo myself. When I finished I handed it to him and said your total is 12.24. He looked at me then in disbelief, like he didn't think I could do it. But I did, he handed the money and I attempted to walk away. But he grabbed my hand and asked me out. We were together ever since then. I remember the first time we had sex. That was a magical night for both of us. We were a good pair, I tried to cope with this break up thing. But I'll be damned if I let a hoe touch my man! I heard horns. It was a green light. I pressed on the gas and drove off.
