I sit at one of the little tables in the pizza shop. I see her head peek in. I wave and she comes over. Hey boo whats up you sounded a little depressed. Well godmommy a couple things are bothering me. Go on sweetie I've got nothing but time Damion is at work so I'm in the house alone. Aww I walk over to where she was sitting and hug her. I just went through the same thing with Josh he wont be home till 3:00. Ok baby lets get to what else is bothering you well last night my mom she went to a conference and dropped Jamie off at a sleepover for the break. Okay continue. Well Josh came over yesterday. Yes and Theresa said she was at your house yesterday is that true? Yea she was there but she went out afterwards. Oh ok well continue. Well I cooked and then me and Josh had sex! I covered my eyes so I didn't have to see her reaction. Its silent I hear nothing. I open my eyes to see her pinching herself. This has got to be a dream she mumbled. I say godmommy its not its ok I'm still here . I dont care if your here! She snaps You are not supposed to do that . We spoke about this before you don't do that with someone you don't love. Godmommy {when I call her that her heart melts and I get away with a lot} I say but I do love Josh. I think he could be the one. Remember that story I told you you idiot you cannot be sure unless you've dated for a while. But godmommy I say she says cut the shit ! Thats not going to work all the time. So you admit it works some of the time I smirk. She snaps take that smirk of your face I slap it off! Ok Godmommy okay damn. Watch your mouth! she says. I said damn jeez I didnt mean to get you riled up my bad. I'm sorry I've been having mood swings lately. I look at her with a face of confusion. Are you pregnant I ask?!?!?!?!? Not that I know of no. Come on I say I'm taking you too Walgreens for a pregnancy test. I grab her by the hand and walk her across the street to Walgreens. Could you buy it for me? She asks. Your 23 freaking years old it'll definitely look bad on me a 19 year old not you fool. She punches me in the leg for calling her a fool. Sorry but this is all to much for me to handle. Cause I don't even know if I used protection last night! What! she punches me again. Ow! Now go get yourself a pregnancy test and the morning after pill. She punches me again ow what the hell ! I say. Thats for being irresponsible last night. Idiot! She snaps. Ok seriously tone it down. I have that rolling around plus this girl at school being an ass on ... Tessa Meredith I don't want to hear it cause somehow I get dragged into your messes all the time. No you don't I snap back. I look at my stomach and realize that I'd never snap back at her like that. Like ever. I run for the pill, and the test. She drives us back to my house I take the test then the pill. I'm in the clear I'm not pregnant. Yes! I say. But godmommy doesn't look so lucky. Well godmommy its time for a new addition to the family . I've gotta go she says. And runs out the door. I wonder if she's pregnant or if she's not it's really confusing but I'm in the clear. I throw the test in the garbage. Take the garbage out and throw it in the neighbors can. It's all over now. I'll check on her in like an hour or so. I'll give her time to chill out.
