I wake up with Josh next to me. Knocked out cold. I wake up with eleven texts from my godmommy. They all read emergencey . I throw on a tank and some jeans . Grab my keys and run out the door. I start my car and head to her house. I knock on the door she opens quickly. I look at her it looks like she's been crying. Godmommy what happened. Damion is't too happy about the little surprise inside of me. I walk in chairs and tables have been flipped. I say where is he angrily. In the kitchen she says. I walk into the kitchen angry. Listen to me you ignorant , arrogant, neglagent man. Everyone in this world wanted to go out with my godmommy. But she chose you although there were PLENTY of better alternatives. But she stuck with you. She used to brag about you, take Theresa with her to see you.And now I don't hear her say, or do any of that with you. Now cut the shit. Get your shit together or I'm making her leave you. Because it's the best thing for her and that baby. Your going to have to grow up! Because a baby growing up without a father ain't fun. Ok and what happens if it's a boy. Andrea will definitley find a new love. But do you want someone else raising YOUR child. Caue I know damn well that I would wanna raise my child. Not someone else figuring , and wondering if I couldv'e done better. So get your shit together before your " love" leaves your ass. I storm out the house with Godmommy holding my hand . We get in the car and I take her to the mall to buy her some maternity clothes. After shopping I take her to the food court and buy her a cinnabon. You really lashed out at him TT. Yeah Godmommy I love you. And I'd be damned if I let that piece of shit mistreat you and treat YOU like shit. Thank you baby. Your welcome if you ever need my help again you have my number. We throw our cinnabons away and head back to the car. The drive was silent but comforting godmommy fell asleep in the car . So I put on some gospel music. He wants it all by Forever Jones. He wants it all and he says love me, love me, with your whole heart he wants it all today. It sings . I walk godmommy in the house . My moms stuck at a conference , and Jamie is still over at his friends. So you can sleep in mom's room. Ok she says . Where's Josh she asks? I say upstairs waiting for me probably. JOSHHHHHHH I Scream Godmommy's here. He rushes downstairs and hugs me, and kisses me. Ok enough PDA she says. Sorry Andrea. Hi I'm Josh my baby has told me so much about you. He extends his hand out. She stares at it. Correction she is my baby. But she's your girlfriend. I laugh kiss her on the cheek and walk upstairs. Well she's friendly Josh says quietly. Will you shush I say she has ears like a freakin' hawk! He laughs and carries me the rest of the way upstairs.
