(Sakusa's pov)
Not sure if you know this
But when we first met~
At first i never know what 'love' really means,i always see couples in school or in streets and i see alot of physical affections is just- just nevermind aughh..
But it changed when i met (y/n) at the hospital,i met her because i came to my daily check-ups and i saw her walking at the halls with a hospital gown.
"Ms. (l/n),please go back to your room,you know how dangerous your situation is!" the nurse warned her.
"so what?!,do you expect me to be stuck at that stupid room forever?" she exclaimed.
"Please Ms. (l/n) i-" a doctor snuck in to their conversation.
"Nurse Miko,let (y/n) enjoy the outside word,it might help her you know? let her do this.." the doctor smiled.
"F-fine...Here bring this pills incase!" she said.
"Okay,okay" (y/n) said sarcastically.
I got so nervous I couldn't speak
In that very moment~
I followed her to the hospital garden and sat beside her the bench.
"H-hey" i break the silence.
"hello...you saw it right?" she said.
I found the one and
My life had found its missing piece~
"Why do you stay here in the hospital?" i asked.
"ived been here for 3 years....well how about you?" she asked.
"Oh i came to checked up myself..." i asnwered.
My phone ringed.
"Omi!! we have practice today where are you?!" the loud atsumu shouted through the other line.
"Yeah,yeah im comming!" i answered and ended the call.
"Im going now,nice meeting you" i bowed at her and walked away,and suddenly She pulled my arm.
"p-please visit again...i-i just want company" she said.
"Sure.." i smiled at her and walked away.
So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you~
Day after day i visit her always having anything i could bring,flowers,food,or anything that can make her company and happy.
"Sakusa,you shouldt brought food,i might trouble you with these" she said.
"Nah,its fine...also here its from a friend i know who runs a store" i gave her an onigiri.
"Thanks!" she thanked.
"Hey,you never told me what your sickness really is...what was it?"
"w-well can we keep it a secret for awhile,i promise i will tell you~!" she said.
"Okay,i understand.."
You look so beautiful in white
And from now 'til my very last breath~
Well days turns month and i developed feelings for her.Everyday i would visit her and she would tell me how lucky she is to meet me and company her.
She told me her stories were about how boring the hospital was before,white walls,monitor beeping,and drowning in pills every hour and quiet.
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white~
"Hey,promise me something!" she excitedly asked.
"Okay,what is it?" i asked.
"Well...if i ever get out in this boring hospital...,show me the outside world~!" she said.
"sure i promise you..."
"Pinky promise?" she asked poutingly.
"Yeah,Pinky promise" i held my pinky finger up and connected to hers.
Tonight~
What we have is timeless~
Sometimes i wonder,that i hope this days wont end..
My love is endless~
Will i be able to tell her what i feel,well...ill just tell her when she can come out i guess..
And with this ring I
Say to the world~
"Sakusa,what are you thinking?" she asked.
"Dont worry im fine..."
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in~
"Okay!,also ived heard your having a match tomorrow..." her voice turns sadder.
"Yeah..i wont be able to come and visit you.." i said.
With all my heart I mean every word~
"Can i come though?" she asked.
"No,just stay here at the hospital just to be safe.."
"Okay,but promise me you'll come back early as possible~! okay?" she said.
"I promise.."
So as long as I live I love you
Will haven and hold you~
As soon as i left her at the hospital i sleep right away and waited for the next day.
I woke up with 26 miss calls from Miko her nurse.
"H-hello? what is it Miko- what?!"
I rush to the hospital and saw many doctors outside.
"Where is she?" i asked.
"Listen Sakusa...she has guillain barre syndrome,and she is at her limit now..."
'...I see..can i see her?"
"Hm" he hummed in angreement.
I walked inside the room and saw (Y/n) looking at the window.
"Hey..." i called.
You look so beautiful in white~
"Im sorry..." she began to tear up.
"Its okay.."
And from now 'til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish~
"You look pretty today...rest now.." i sat on her bed and she leaned on me.
"Hm..." she hummed.
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight~
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This is simmilar to Osamu's one,the one with the "Perfect" and tsukishima's one too the "I love you to the moon and stars" lol hospital scenes are the best angst i could make rather than break ups.
