(Reader's pov)
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn~
Me and kuroo been dating for 3 years already.But he recently change when we turned 3rd years in nekoma.
Since a new girl who been a new manager in our club,yeah im the club manager and i have to find a new ones ofcourse and i found her.Since the day she introduced herself kuroo is been acting weird.
Well that's alright, because I like the way it hurts~
And the most painful thing ived learned...
He was cheating on me with her..
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry~
But why cant i push him away..?
Well that's alright, because I love the way you lie~
"babe is there something wrong..?" he asked.
"No im fine..hey are you busy tonight..?" i asked.
"Yeah why..?" he replied.
"No its nothing.."
He smiled and went out..
I love the way you lie~
I smiled at the door as tears came down..
I can't tell you what it really is~
"Kuroo..." i called him..
"yeah..?" he ask..
"where are you its been late out night-"
"im in a friend's house right now,shit gotta go-"
"Dadd-" a woman's voice came at the background as i dropped the call..
"Why..?"
I can only tell you what it feels like~
Why cant i just leave him why do i keep going..?
How much do i really love him..?
And right now there's a steel knife, in my windpipe~
Everyday he goes home late and he also busy texting someone which i knew who..But i never cared....im just going to wait.
And right now there's a steel knife, in my windpipe~
Maybe he still loves me....just maybe
As long as the wrong feels right, it's like I'm in flight~
Kenma knew it too he felt sorry...and i told him its okay..
High off of love drunk from my hate~
"(L/n)-san..you should break up with kuroo.." kenma suggested..
"I know.." he looked at me with disbelief.
"But i cant.."
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love her the more I suffer~
"w-why..?" he stuttered.
"Cause i love him.."
I suffocate and right before I'm about to drown~
Many sleepless nights the everyday it gets the more hate eats me up.
She resuscitates me, she fucking hates me
And I love it, wait~I cant take it anymore...i hate you..
Where you going? I'm leaving you~
"Kuroo lets break up.." i said in a monotone voice..
"w-wait baby why..?" he said going to tear up..
"Better off get your stuffs and start your life with the bitch.." i said monotonely.
"What do you mean..?" he said getting a little irritated.
No you ain't, come back~
Sorry not sorry kuroo..
"Leave" i said.
We're running right back, here we go again~
"No" he said defensively
It's so insane 'cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman, with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane~"Get out you whore..." i said.
But when it's bad, it's awful~
"(y/n)" he called.
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, who's that dude?~
"Leave kuroo.." i said again but more louder.
I don't even know his name, I laid hands on her~
"Do you not love me anymore..? who was it? kenma? yaku? who..??" kuroo said in anger.
"How about you..?" i smiled innocently
He looked at me with nervousness.
I'll never stoop so low again, I guess I don't know my own strength~
"leave.."
"no"
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn~
"(y/n)...please.."
But that's alright, because I like the way it hurts~
"Kuroo...leave.."
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry~
I was tearing up a little.
But that's alright, because I love the way you lie~
He turned around and went through the door.
I falled down to the floor and started crying up again.
I love the way you lie...