Wandering Thoughts

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"a lot of things have happened this year, and you have had to bear more than you ever thought you would, but i hope you know, through the difficult and the good, you have also been brave, in a beautiful, honest way, and no matter the progress you feel that you have not made, you are still growing here."

— morgan harper nichols

            this year of 2020 has been a year that no one will ever forget. a year that no one expected. a year that change the lives of many in an instant. this year was supposed to be a year to start over for my family and i. the year of 2019 did not end very well for us, and as days go by the pain still remain heavily in our hearts. i feel more regrettable than sad. although, i am overall grateful that my family and i are still alive, safe and most importantly healthy. i tried to learn that there is more good things to look forward and cherish than the bad that follows behind like a shadow. i'm someone who lives to bring postivity to everyone both a stranger, and a famillar face. honestly, it is deeply difficult to remain so–especially when there are many days i am not postive myself. it's pretty funny huh? well nevermore, i just pray despite everything that has happened to all of us this year of 2020, that you all remain safe, forever healthy and genuinely your life be filled with gentle love and pure happiness. it's a tough world out there but miracles are real.

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