Complicated- Ciarán McDonald

n o t r e a d y

Monday October 21st, 5:45PM

we were sat on his living room floor watching atypical until we heard a knock on his door. "I'll go get it" he said standing up making his way to the door. I heard tavia's voice causing me to snap my head in her direction. She and all the others ran and formed a group hug around me.

"It was weird without you today" joba said frowning. "i know, hey ill be back soon though" I said leaning my head on ciarans shoulder, causing ian to smile. "Yall are cute" ian said earning the sounds of agreement from the others. "Oh shut up" ciaran said playfully elbowing him. "Ro?" Tavia said softly. "Yeah?". She nodded her head towards the kitchen and I stood up and followed her.

"What's up tav" I said leaning against the counter. "You two are so fucking cute" she said squealing. "Hush hush" I said giggling. "No really like you seem so happy around him, I love it" she said letting a bright smile take over her face. "Hes great but i-i dont know what we are right now" "give it time girly, that's the best thing you could do" she said putting her arm around my shoulder.

"What are yall talking about in here" ciaran said walking in, the others following behind him. "None of your beeswax" I said playfully hitting his arm. "Hey can I talk to you?" Ciaran whispered as we all stood around in the kitchen. "Of course" I said. He took a hold of my hand and walked me to the living room.

"Rose.."
"Yes?"
"I just wanted to say that-..nevermind"
"Wait no now I wanna know"
"Dont worry about it"
He ran his hand through his hair and let out a sigh. "Dude are you okay" I asked putting my hand on top of his. "Y-yeah I'm fine let's just go" he said walking back to the kitchen.

He was being weird and he never acts like this. I knew what ever he was gonna tell me I'm gonna have to force it out of him. I walked back to the kitchen and leaned my head against his shoulder as matt went on about putting out music. He gently stroked my hair as he was talking to ian about the film hes working on.

I felt myself starting to doze off on ciarans shoulder. "Hey hey do you wanna go to sleep?" I shot my head up from the sound of him speaking. "Huh uhm but t-the guys" I whispered. "I'll tell them to come by tomorrow, you need some sleep come on" I walked me to his room and laid me gently on the bed. "Get some rest I'll be back soon" he said softly kissing my forehead before I felt my eyes get heavy.

(Ciarans pov)

I shut the door lightly and walked back to where they where standing talking about music. "Hey guys I think we should carry this on tomorrow" I said leaning on the wall. "Forsure man" ian said. They all gathered their things and made their way out. Tavia caught my arm slightly startled me, "please take care of her, she likes you..a lot, so please watch over her cici" she said, her voice shaking as she spoke. "i promise tavs" I said giving her a side hug before she left.

I walked to my room and i couldn't help but notice how peaceful she looked. I put on 10 things I hate about you and laid down next to her.

Time skip to 1:30AM

I was awoken by the sounds of someone crying and sniffling, I looked around me and didnt see those causing me to get up and walk out of the room. I look over and see rose balled up next to the couch sniffling. "Hey hey hey what's going on" I said softly rubbing her back as I sat next to her.

"I-I really miss her, god I miss her so much cici" she said crying more. "I know..I know" I said gently as I pulled her into a hug. "Rose?" "Yeah?" "I-I I god fuck it.." I took a deep breath. "I wanna be with you" I said making eye contact with her. She stayed silent for a while. "..cici I-I cant right now im- I'm so sorry I'm just not ready" she said cupping my face in her hands.

I put my hands on top of hers, "hey that's okay, that's totally okay ro I get it, no pressure beautiful" I said tucking a piece of hair behind her ear gently. "Hey we can still do this" she said leaning in, pressing her soft pink lips against mine. "Im tired" she said giggling. "Let's go then" I said taking her hand.

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