Complicated- Ciarán McDonald

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(Ciarans pov)

I squeezed my eyes open and look over to the bed and saw rose comfortably sleeping. She looked so peaceful so I didn't wanna wake her up but I had to get her home. "Rose" I said while softly shaking her. She just rolled over to the other side. "Rose come on you gotta get home" "hes gonna murder me" she said rolling herself onto the floor. "Fuck" she said touching her head. "Dumbass" "fuck off" she said flicking me off.
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I finally got her to get in the car. "Just talk it out" I said. "You clearly dont know my dad. My heads gonna be in a wall before I can even open my mouth to say anything" we pulled up to her house and I could see the nervousness on her face. "Just get it over with" I said lightly punching her shoulder. "If I die it's your fault" she said opening the door and stepping out.
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(Rose's pov)

I walked up to the door ready to face my death. I sighed and opened the door slowly and walked in. I heard a laugh and pan fall and walked towards the kitchen. I walked in and dominic and my dad were making eggs. "Rose" my dad said as he stopped what he was doing. "Look dad I know I fucked up but-" "where were you roselyn" "a friends house" "Isabella's?" He questioned. "Me and Isabella aren't- we're not friends anymore" "what the fuck what happened" dominic asked shocked. "It doesn't matter. I'm going to my room" "no you're not young lady I'm not done here" "well I am" I said running upstairs locking my door. "Open this damn door right now rose" my dad yelled from the otherside of the door. I ignored him and eventually he left. I got up from my bed and walked over the the little bookshelf that was holding my vinyls and grabbed the "apricot princess" one and turned my my record player. " 4 seasons" began to play and I softly sang it as I pulled out my laptop and I began doing homework.
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It was now 6:45PM so I decided to take a break. I felt my phone vibrate and saw a message from Instagram.

himattchampion added rosebush to 'brockhampton'

jobaisreal: yoooo

                                              rosebush: hiiii

bearfaceington: i see ur not dead

                               rosebush:Unfortunately

iansimpson: yo let's do sum tomorrow

himattchampion: like what?

iansimpson: idk mall?

rosebush: I'm down

jobaisreal: same

himattchampion: same

merlynwood: yuhhh

rosebush: bear wbu

bearfaceington: sure

rosebush: bet lmk when I should leave. Ima hit the hay for tonight. Nighty night yall

I turn my phone off and head downstairs. "dad?" I said while walking into the living room. "Work" dominic says from behind me causing me to jump. "Ima go get something to eat" i said grabbing my keys but dominic snatched them from under my hand. "What the fuck dom"  I said. "Dad said to make sure that you dont leave" "since when do you listen to what dad says?" I chuckle. "Hes doing his best for you rose" "by grounding me for covering up for your ass" I yelled. "Ro-" "No I'm done. I'm done saving your ass when I never get anything in return, I'm done listening to your guys's pretty little arguments. Dominic you're fucking 24 years old ACT LIKE IT" I said yelling that last part. "Roselyn-" "dont fucking call me that. You lost that privilege after tearing our last bit of family apart because you're a fuck up!" I screamed at him. Holy fuck rose you didn't have to go that far I thought to myself as dominic stood in shock. "Dom-" "no, no you're right I tore our family apart, I'm the reason mom died, I'm just the biggest fuck up of all time." He yelled with tears in his eyes. "You know I didn't mean that domi-" " rose I've gone the past 2 years thinking about how you and dad were so much happier without me. And it hurt. It hurt so badly rose. But I love you both and I know, god i know what i did was wrong and I deserve to not be a part of this family anymore. Roselyn grace Glaing you're my sister. My only sister.  You're my bestfriend, the only one who actually understands me. I love you and I'm so sorry." He said, tears now streaming down both of our faces. "Dominic David. I love you and you are NOT a fuck up. You're the best thing that has ever happened to this family and we love you." I said hugging him as he sobbed into my shoulder. "I'm gonna go now" I said walking past him out the door.