The Smell Of His Hair And The Taste Of His Lips [BXB]

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Elias' POV
I see why my sister likes this guy so much. Washboard abs, smells good, tastes good, good in bed, and is the rare species of popular as hell and nice to everyone. He says "what the fuck havre we done?" I mumble "I don't know" breathing heavily. I bite my lip, looking at him, and he shakes his head and gets dressed and leaves the room. He's right, what the fuck did we do?! My sisters boyfriend just pounded me into my mattress and he would never tell her till well, never. What the fuck, I have to see my sister in two hours when she comes back from her nail appointment. Here's the tale, her boyfriend, Jacob, showed up here looking for her. I'm home alone and we've known each other for years so I him in to wait for her. We went to my room and I kissed him. He said "what are you doing?!" I mumble "sinning and later regretting" and surprisingly I only regret it a little. Ok, fine, a lot a little. My sisters boyfriend just fucked me before my sister. Welcome to a mostly toxic Christian family where the teen couples are innocent and their son is os far in the closet he's shaking hands with fucking George Washington real fast. I quickly shower to get his scent off of me even though I want it there. God, I hope this isn't a one time thing even if that sounds terrible in many ways. One, I can't be homo, two, he's dating my sister, and three, it felt too good to be right. We both lean against the counter on opposite sides of the kitchen, not making eye contact. I bite my lip and he bites his, him moving to stand in front of me, in a quiet deep voice he says "we can't tell anyone that ever happened, ok?" I blush, saying in a small voice "our secret?" I look up at him and he bites his lip saying "our secret" and he steps away from me mumbling "you might want to do something about this" rubbing his neck. I look in the mirror in the bathroom and there are hickeys all over my neck and I bite my lip. I bite my lip and I mumble "oh my god that's hot. I have to cover that up." I fix my hood of my hoodie and you can't see it, perfect. Jacob says "were going to hell" and I say "I know, we're going anyways cause you and I both know that we weren't virgins before that." I stand close to him, my toes touching his, saying "can I kiss you again?" He says "this is wrong, are you sure?" I mumble "our secret?" Jacob mumbles "our secret" and he kisses me softly. I run my hand through his hair and he says "ok, I can't do this" and I say "we shouldn't" and I bite my lip. I leave the room, running my hand through my hair, and I sit on the kitchen counter. My sister comes in the house and she says "hey" and I quietly say "hi" biting my lip. She says "what's going on? You're normally in your room" and I say "I don't know, I just needed a change, and I'm hungry" and we laugh. She says "where's Jacob?" I say "bathroom" and she says "what have you been doing while I was gone?" I say "we've been hanging out" and she says "got it, look at my nails." I say "I see them, they look good" and she says "thank you!" I say "you're welcome, when is mom and dad coming back?" Ally, my sister, says "tonight" and I nod, get pop tarts, and go to my room. I walk past Jacob and I just look at him, bite my lip, and go into my room. He bites his lip and I see it before I shut my door. I grab my guitar and sit on my bed and I sing quietly as I play. He's so hot, fuck, man. He's dating your sister, shut the fuck up, brain! But he's so fucking hot and I want him. I can't do that, he's straight, I'm straight, he's dating my sister, and I am a fucking sinner and I dragged him into it. Good job, Elias. I mumble "what should I do?" I play guitar for a little bit longer then I do homework until mom and dad get home. Our parents don't like us being in our rooms when they're home and its before six o' clock so I leave my room when I hear the door open. I sit on the couch and I finish my homework then my mom says "hey" and I say "hi" and dad says "hey, kiddo, whats up?" I say "nothing much, finishing homework" running my hand through my hair and he says "that's good, how are your grades doing?" I say "good, my grades are all A's and B's" and he says "well, make them all A's!" I say "ok" completely shutting him out. I hate it when my parents do that to me always expecting higher of me, if I said I had all A's, they'd tell me to do extra credit. Welcome to the toxic Christian household that no one ever speaks their opinions except for when they hate something. They just always expect better than what you're doing, even of my sister and she's a year away from eighteen. I say "can I go to the park?" Mom says "sure, be back by eight or you're grounded" and I mumble "yes, ma'am" and I go to my room to 'grab my phone' aka drop my skateboard out my window. My parents hate that I skate and told me I could never do it again after I got hurt the first time. I knock on my sisters door saying "I'm going to the park if you wanna go" and my sister says "sure! Give me a second!" I put on ripped skinny jeans, a sweatshirt, and vans then I go out through the front door Ally and Jacob following me. Jacob totally just checked me out, I felt it. I say "give me a second" and I go to the side of the house to grab my board. Ally says "were going to the skate park right?" I say "where else would we be going?" She says "the actual park" and I say "no" rolling my eyes and Jacob chuckles. Ally says "what?" Jacob says "nothing" chuckling and we get to the skate park.