More then just one night

Chapter 26

I jumped out of my sleep looking around panicked, hoping what I had last seen was just a dream, a hallucination, anything as long as it wasn't reality.

My wrists were red and burning at the tightness of the handcuffs that bound me to the bed, light shinning in from the small circular window, panicking more when the room starts or maybe continues to rock back and forth.

I was on edge as I chose to not yank and fight against the handcuffs to avoid anymore harm to my wrists, engulfed in my own anger at Giovani and myself. Why couldn't I just listen to Ivan, if I had stayed in the house like he told me to then I wouldn't be in this situation and my baby would have a better chance at actually making it into the world.

I sat still a for a moment, my eyes stuck to the small window where water kept splashing up against it and the sound of thin ice softly cracking, I was waiting to see if someone would walk in, listening for any kind of sound or movement that didn't come from me.

My head snapped towards the window when a large amount of water splash onto it.

This tool really brought me onto a boat was the last thing I though before I finally grew tired of the waiting

"GIOVANI" I yelled, my anger getting fueled up at just the thought of him "GIOVANI YOU PIECE OF SHIT DIP WAD, IM GOING TO SKIN YOU ALIVE AND USE YOU AS A RUG YOU FUCKING BITCH"

Foot steps could be heard walking down the hall, echoing off the walls beyond the door and soon the door opens revealing the man of the hour.

"Why so violent doll" he smiled at me taking a seat on the chair next to me

"Doll? Really? What the hell do you want from me Giovani?" I snap "money?"

"No, Simple" he starts off leaning forwards and reaching forward to run his hand up my leg "I want you"

I pull away as much as I could with my legs tied together and also chained to the leg of the bed.

"You had me, then you chose to cheat with my so called half sister and I've given you multiple chances yet you still hurt me somehow" I tear up at all the lies and struggles I went through with him, him cheating was the last straw.

The last thing I wanted was him back, I didn't love him anymore and I would never love him again.

"Those were mistakes and I realize that now, no one has ever loved me more then you Sophia and I want that back, I want you to love me again and we can be together like old times" I shook my head looking away

"I don't love you anymore Giovani, I stopped loving you and there is no saving what we had all those years ago, let it go because those old times were toxic and stupid, we were kids and we didn't know what love was"

"I love you"

"No" I look him in the eyes shaking my head "You don't love me you love my body, you love my money and you love the power you would get being a Romano, also I wouldn't be so stupid to go back to a boy knows nothing about loyalty, I'm done with that endless loop we had going on, it's over"

He stared at me but shook his head.

"No baby I love you, I've always loved you" he pet my head like a dog pushing hair away from my face

"No you don't Giovani, if you did then you wouldn't have hurt me" I raise my voice remembering the feeling he made me feel

The little worth I felt I had, the self esteem and confidence that was equivalent to zero and remembering how depressed I got, my first love and what I thought would be my last for a long time, he managed to knock me down and hurt me worst and worse each time but play nice guy and bring me right back up and toss me in the air but again, he let me fall.