Why Me?(Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

[10] #askmattftabigail

--Matt--

The driver pulled up to Taco Bell and we payed and got out.

We entered taco bell and ordered our meals. We grabbed our food and sat at a table. when we finished we cleaned up and left.

We headed back to the hotel in a different uber.

Abigail was on her phone, playing white tiles.

We arrived to the hotel, going through more girls than before that was in the lobby.

"I'm gonna make a video when we get up there." I told the guys.

"Can Abigail be in it?" nash asked.

"Sure." i said back.

Everyone except cameron entered our room. He went to hang out with the rest of the guys.

I plopped onto the couch.

"What video should we make?" i asked.

"You should do a Q&A. So people can get to know Abigail better." Nash said turning on the tv.

"Aight." i said logging into my twitter.

(@TheMattEspinosa> Hey guys! @Abigailgrier and I will be making a Q&A together. Tweet us your questions with #askmattftabigail !

10 minutes later, we were trending worldwide.

"Wow. your fans never fail to make you happy." Abigail said.

"Yup. They're the best." i said smiling.

"Mine are better tho." Nash said.

"Both of them are amazing, im sure. im gonna get ready for the video." Abigail said leaving the room.

*30 minutes later*

--Abigail--

I finished getting ready. I got dressed into the picture posted and headed out to the nightstand where my phone was charging. I grabbed it and went to Matt.

"Lezgoo Matthew Lee!" I said in the weirdest voice ever.

"Otayy" he said trailing off.

Matt turned on his camera. 30 seconds later, he pushed the 'record' button.

"Hey whats up guys, Matthew Espinosa here with a Q&A video ft.." He said pointing to me.

"Abigail!" I said smiling.

"GRIER! DONT BE ASHAMED ABIGAIL!" Nash yelled out afterwards.

"Well sorry im new to this stuff!" I pouted.

"Anyways, lets start!" Matt said.

I was kinda scared for these questions to be honest.

{THE FOLLOWING USERNAMES ARE MADE UP, IDEK IF THEYRE REAL OR NOT}

"Ok first question," Matt said. "@eatingcashew asked 'Are you guys dating?'"

We looked at each other shaking our heads.

"Nope! Hes all yours guys." i said smiling.

Maybe they'll give me less hate after this video.

"Next one says," matt started "@pillsnpotions asked 'why doesn't Abigail have blue eyes like Nash? Aren't they twins or something?'

Matt turned at me. His eyes are beautiful.

"We are twins- I have my moms eyes, while Nash has my dads eyes." I answered.

We continued with some, not so bad questions. Except they were all pretty much for Matthew.

I logged into twitter because matt told me to find some questions to answer.

I saw a whole bunch of tweets saying
'Why u hanging out w dat slut abigail wtf'
'Kill urself abigail'
'Ew shes such a s l u t'
'Go cut urself bitch'
'Ugliest couple in the world.'
'Ew @AbigailGrier slut alertt lmao'

Ouch. That hurts.

"You okay abigail?" Matt asked worried.

Shit i was crying. Damn you emotions

I dropped my phone and ran out of the room. but this time, Matthew caught my wrist before i could run into the elevator.

He pulled me close to his chest. I started to cry and cry in his chest.

"Shh sh its ok. none of that is true," he whispered in my ear.

"This was a bad idea." he muttered.

Why am i so ugly? Why can't i be pretty like everyone else? I hate my life. Maybe they're right.

I should kill myself.

And cut.

"Sorry Matt i just can't..." I got cut off.

He cut me off and kissed me. It took me 5 seconds(of summer) to realize what was happening.

I was kissing Matthew. My friend.

I broke apart and just looked at him and ran away. I ran to Shawn's room, of course.

Their door was unlocked and all the guys were in there.

Oh great.

They saw my red puffy eyes, messed up makeup, and dried up tears.

"You alright?" Cameron asked with concern.

"Ye-yea... can i talk to you Shawn? Real quick?"

"Sure." he said following me into the room.

~Authors note~
NAHAHAWUQBS THEY KISSED WHAT ESHW
Matthew feels horrible for messing up his and Abigail's relationship.. again.
Next part is not going to be the book. Its going to be updates, info, and a bit more. Thanks loves! Ilyasm<3 .xxxx