Why Me?(Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

[40] younow part 2

"And Abigail and Matt really are dating!" JJ yelled loud enough for the 2,563 people to hear. I got up and chased after him.

I jumped on him, making him fall on his back.

"Why did you do that?" I asked him.

"Im sorry Abigail! it was just a joke!" He apologized.

"Do you know how much people are going to be telling me stuff that i already know?"

"What do you mean?" He asked confused.

"People are going to call me stupid piece of shit. And i already know i am. They dont need to repeat it. Especially since i know i am." My lip quivered. I immediately bit my lip so he didn't notice. But he did.

"I'm sorry, okay? You also have to learn how to ignore them. They don't know anything about you... please don't cry." He said with a sorry expression on his face.

"I.. i wasn't going to." i lied.

I didn't know how i felt about this. About everyone knowing about Matt and I.

"Abigail!" Matt yelled.

I went over to the other room where matt was at.

"So we're gonna do at least 5 more questions." He said looking up at me.

"Okay." i nodded.

My phone buzzed. I reached out for it and saw a message from matt.

Matt: I haven't said anything since you jumped on Jack
But they are saying stuff and asking if its true.
Abigail: If the question comes up... i wouldnt want to lie to them. We'll tell them the truth if the question comes up.

I shut off my phone.

"Okay next question. where are you guys right now?"

"We're on a bed, in a hotel, in san francisco, in California." i said half smiling.

Matt turned to me and rubbed my back. He tried to hide it from the camera too.

"Next one.. any nicknames for each other?" Matt looked at me.

"Ehh... i call him a idiot sometimes. Cuz he is."

"You're.. you're mean." Matt shook his head.

"But sometimes.. I'll call her Abby." Matt said looking down at his phone.

"This person asked.. Where are you guys from?" Matt looked up. "Well im from Virginia and she's from North Carolina."

I nodded.

"Next one. Whats our ship name?"

"Mabigail.. mabby if my names abby. But no, mabigail is our ship name."

Matt looked at the next question, then looked up at me with a odd face.

"So last one.. last one is..." Matt started to struggle. "Do you gotta bae? Of so, whats their name?"

Matt shut off his phone.

"Well.. i'll start i guess." I breathed. "I do have a boyfriend. His name is-"

Matt cut me off. "Abigail and I are dating. And we're serious. Believe it or not, Mabigail is real." He looked up at the camera. "Thanks for watching guys. I'll see you all later. Love ya'll!" He waved good bye and turned off the live stream.

"I had too." he linked our hands.

"I know. I expected it to come out anyway." I looked down at our hands.

He started to rub circles.

But i still can not think about all the hate im gonna get now. Im going to get so much. The more i thought about it all, the more i felt sick. The more my head spun.

I have the worst headache at the moment.

"Matt i'm just gonna go to bed. i don't feel so good." I went to get under the covers.

"Imma go to bed too." Matt followed.

He took off his hoodie and shoes and got in bed. He got under the covers and pulled me close to him. I turned around to face him.

"I love you." He said giving me a kiss.

"I love you." I hugged him.

I slowly began to drift off to sleep.

(4/3/15)