𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 02. 𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤

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𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐯

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𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐯

I wake up to Alex rubbing my back and I smile "I gotta go" I say getting up and getting dressed "was it okay for your first time?" I looked at the green eyed boy and nod "it was more then okay" I say smiling, I leave and drive home. I walk inside and hear John b say "where have you been?" I just shrug my shoulders and look back at him "I was just with Alex I'm fine" I say raising my eyebrows "i don't want you staying at a boys house" he grabbed my face and saw the hickeys "I'm fine" I say pulling his hand away "why the hell do you have hickeys?" he said raising his voice, Jj is passed out on the couch and I assume Kiara is in my room and pope in the guest room "okay so we fucked last night but seriously it wasn't that big of a deal stop acting like dad" I say walking away but he grabs my arm and he turns me around "was it your first time?" I roll my eyes and scoff at him "yeah it was" I say looking back up at him, and he lets go of me "if I were you I'd waited-" I cut him off and push him "stop it John b your acting like a fucking idiot you did all of those things you lost your virginity at a young age and you say I shouldn't?" I push him away from me, "you blame me for what happened to dad I'm sorry that he's gone but we have to live with it he's been gone for months and you blame me for your fights with him telling him that he was a shit father that's fucking on you so stop blaming me for your shit I had nothing to do with your dad should have just left me on the side of street cause it wasn't the first time and it won't be the last ever I'm surprised you guys didn't" I say tears streaming down my face "let me know if you need me I'll be in my room" and I go into my room and I slam the door and I guess that woke up whoever was in my room, "sorry" I say wiping my tears and laying on my bed.

"What happened?" Kiara said looking over to me, "did you not hear it?" she sighs and looks at the ceiling "I'm just so fucking tired kie" I say sobbing and she immediately sits up and pulls me close to her chest as I sob.

𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐧 𝐛'𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐯
I'm acting like an idiot yes but am I so dumb for caring about someone who isn't even my blood? she's been through hell but she needs to let me in. Jj walks up to me "why do you blame her?" I don't know why I blame her but I just do, I just walk away from him and go outside.

𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐯

After a few minutes of crying I decided to get dressed.

After a few minutes of crying I decided to get dressed

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