Fear And Pain

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 03. 𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐅𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬

After hours of crying, I go to my room everyone else was outside sleeping and I hear footsteps, I was in a rope since I just got out of the shower so I quickly get dressed.

I then grab a bat and I walk out, I then see Jj "Oh hey" I say awkwardly walking back into my room only to be followed by the one and only Jj maybank he closes the door behind him "uhm can I help you?" I say as I put my bat back where it was "do you and John b always fight like that?" I shrug "here and there" I say standing there awkwardly "Jj it was just a kiss I mean you sleep with every girl on this fucking earth I mean it was just a kiss so it didn't mean anything to us right?" I say clearing my throat "Yeah it was just a kiss" he says unsure "you sound unsure" I say confused "well" he said clearing his throat "your uh turning me on" I immediately look at him "am I turning you on?" he said in a certain voice "okay no we can't do this" I say laughing awkwardly I obviously want to but there was Alex and he's John b's best friend "why not?" he said raising his eyebrows and he starts walking towards me "bec-because your my brothers best friend and I uh have someone I think" he smirks and he still walks over to me "so? We all have someone don't we?" He said smirking "Jj" I said before taking a deep breath "your my brothers best friend" he just shrugs his shoulders, "fuck" I say muttering under my breath and I then smash my lips onto his and I push him into the door but not to aggressively I then start kissing his neck and he lets out little moans and he picks me up and carries me to the bed and we start ripping each other's close off and he starts kissing me as he pulls his shirt off and he takes my shorts and underwear off and he licks around my belly button and I wasn't paying attention but he got his tongue stuck in my belly button "ow fuck" Jj said barley being able to talk "shit Jj" I say and I take my piercing out as he puts his tongue back in his mouth and I put my piercing back in "are you okay?" I say laughing and he laughs as well "I'm good" he says connecting our lips again and he starts kissing inside my legs on my thighs and I let out soft moans "are you sure?" I nod and hand him a condom "positive" I say connecting our lips and we did it.

I woke up a little sore and Jj had already gotten up so I get dressed and put all my earrings and necklaces on.