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'EUNHA is in the hospital because of me...'
'She lost our baby because of me'
'I was so careless'
Jungkook kept blaming himself as he stood under the rain on the railings of the bridge, near the building where he knew Eunha's dark side. His guilt and pain was so deep that he couldn't take it anymore. He never slept and the death of his baby together with the suffering of the woman he truly loves was because of him. And only him.
But he doesn't know that.
And because he loves Eunha so much, too much, that it hurt him so much, a little bit too much.
He was crying but he felt too numb to care. He was soaked under the rain but he was too careless to know. And he was in pain... but he was too hurt to feel.
Jungkook was ready.
He was ready to let go. And he knew that without him, Eunha's life would be better.
He was about to let go when he heard the voice he missed so darn much.
Eunha: JEON JUNGKOOK!
When he look back, which he wished he hadn't, broke his heart once more into possibly even smaller pieces than he could see and than he could even count. Eunha was soaked in the rain, in her hospital robes, and looked devastated as he. She looked thinner than one usually sees but what truly broke his heart and his insanity was her eyes.
Even under the rain, her eyes shimmered with tears, and he knew that he was the one who put that there.
Even with a shocked expression, he managed to speak.
Jungkook: Eunha...
Eunha shook her head hysterically and ran to him. But he didn't move at all. He didn't step out of the railings of the bridge. He just stood there. Shocked.
And there he thought Eunha hates him.
If she did hate him, Eunha will be the one who'll assassinate him and make him suffer in more ways than one but she didn't. Instead, she ran to him and reached out to him then hugged him as tight as she could reach.
Eunha sobbed harder when Jungkook didn't even bother stepping out of the railings, as if unaffected by her prescence.
Eunha: Don't die...
This small plea made Jungkook sob.
It was so simple but so deep.
Eunha didn't want him to die.
Jungkook: Are you trying to make me suffer in living hell? Why don't you want me to die?
Eunha: Because I love you, you idiot---
Jungkook: But the baby---
Eunha: I already lost the baby---we lost the baby and I can't risk losing you too... I might... go insane. Please, Jungkook, if you're gonna die, then I'm coming with you. Please, don't kill me because I'm already broken.
Jungkook: I'm broken too...
Eunha: Then let's fix each other. We can find a way--we always can.
Jungkook: I'm broken, Eunha... Too broken to fix---
Eunha: But together! Jungkook, if you're broken, what about me? If you're gonna be gone, how broken will I be?
Jungkook stilled. He hadn't thought about that.
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Fanfiction'A job is a job' That was Gfriend and Ailee's motto. They hate men. Men were the reason of their bitterness and cold personality towards them. ........ : I have always been guilty of loving you. But I swear, I will remove this feeling and forget...
