Dear Kids, (Mpreg)

What will we do with him

TW: DRUGS, SUICIDE

  Jack was brought home, through the whole pick up and ride home Dean didn't even talk to his son. He was so pissed, they finally arrived and Dean grabbed Jack's things.

  "Go inside and sit in the living room, your dad is waiting."

  Jack nodded and went into the living room and sat there, he saw his dad glaring at him. Dean brought his things in the living room so Cas and him can go through it.

  Dean sat next to Cas their couch was like a U shape it was a long couch with two long ends on each side. Jack was on the other long side.

  "Why are you doing this to yourself!" Cas yelled.

  Jack didn't answer, "Your father is talking to you answer him!" Dean yelled.

  "They weren't mine!"

  "Oh really so the weed you took wasn't yours, now what drug did you have this time?!" Cas began to become infuriated.

  "It was cocaine, but I swear it wasn't mine!"

  "FUCKING COCAINE! Since when did we raise a drug addict!"

  "I NEVER TOOK ANY OF IT!"

  "Bullshit!" Cas then got off the couch and began to open Jack's bags.

  Dean went and helped, Jack was to be on the couch told not to touch anything.

  Dean went through his clothes, nothing. Cas went through his hygiene things. He opened up his retainer container no retainer but it had a bag of pills.

  He took it out showed Dean they both looked at Jack.

  "WHAT THE FUCK ARE THESE!" Cas yelled, showing the bag.

  "Nothing.."

  "Bullshit, what the fuck are these!"

  "Xanax...."

  "WHAT THE FUCK JACK!" Cas said putting the pills down and looking through the rest.

  Cas then took the socks Dean didn't unfold, when he unfolded it from the ball they were in. Out fell a pack of cigarettes.

  "Are you trying to kill yourself!" Cas screamed.

  "No."

  "THEN WHY ARE YOU TAKING ALL OF THIS!"

  "Because no one gives a shit about what I do."

  "THATS FUCKING FALSE, YOUR MOM AND I CARE SO MUCH FOR YOU. WE PROVIDE EVERYTHING FOR YOU, WE FUCKING HAVE DONE EVERYTHING AND YOUR OUT HERE KILLING YOURSELF!" Cas screamed.

  "Just leave me alone!" Jack got up off the couch and began to walk away.

  Dean got up and pulled his wrist, his sleeve gets pulled and Dean sees cuts on his wrist. Jack saw that Dean saw his wrists, Dean pulled him in and began to hug him in a tight hug beginning to cry.

  "What happened?" Cas says on the floor not being able to see.

  "Show your father now!" Dean says letting him go.

  Jack rolled up his sleeve and shows the scars, Cas doesn't know what to do he didn't know if he should cry, scream, or yell. He didn't know why his son would do this to himself, he was loved and people cared about him.

  "Take off your jacket." Cas says.

  Jack takes it off and reveals cuts all the way from his wrist up to his shoulders on both arms. "Pull up your shirt." Cas said on the verge on tears.

  Jack rolls it up so both his parents can see his chest and hips, there were cuts on his hips and stomach. Cas put his hand on his mouth beginning to cry, Dean was already crying.

  "You need help." Cas says pulling out his phone.

  "NO IM FINE!" Jack said taking his fathers phone away.

  Cas took his phone back, "Why would you hurt yourself?"

  "Because I'm broken dad! I can't feel love! I can't become attracted to anyone! I'm Asexual and it hurts not being able to love, or be attracted to someone!" Jack began to cry right as he talked and fell to the floor with his tears intensifying.

  Dean went to his son and began to hug him, he held him in a hug. Cas joined and hugged him on the other side, "I want to feel love...." Jack said in between cries.

  "You love us right?" Cas asked.

  "Yes."

  "You feel love just not romantically and it's okay."

  "You get to be happy with Mom, Claire gets to be happy with Kaia. I won't be happy with no girl or guy."

  "There is two things, Asexual never feeling attraction of sexual desire, or Demisexual where your asexual until you have an emotional bond with someone and that's when you feel sexual desire." Cas said.

  "I don't ever want to have sex ever, am I Asexual?"Jack said.

  "You might be yes." Cas said.

  "Am I going to be on suicide watch?"

  "Yes, we will bring you to a hospital and you'll be watched for how long the doctors say. Is this all your drugs and other stuff?"

  "No..."

  "Where is the rest?"

  "In my room."

  "Can Garth get into it?"

  "No it's too high."

  "Bring us up there and hand all of it or we will go through everything."

  "Okay..." Jack walked upstairs with his parents and got into his shoe box that was with all the other shoe boxes on the closet shelf.

  They opened it and saw, Weed, Cocaine, Xanax, Cigarettes, Vape. "God Jack, why!" Dean said.

  "I tried to kill myself, I overdosed on Xanax. Didn't kill me, I did a lot of cocaine didn't kill me, and the Weed, Cigarettes, and Vape were for fun."

  "Your not getting these back, and when you get money we're putting it on your saving and not your card. We're taking away your card, you won't get cash until we can trust you again." Cas said.

  "Understandable."

  "I will go through your bathroom and get anything out that you can use to kill yourself, then I'll let you bathe; then you're going to the hospital to be on watch."

  Jack nodded to what his mother said, Cas stayed with Jack while Dean went through his bathroom. Dean came back with anything that he could drink or cut with, Cas walked Jack to the bathroom and closed the door waiting outside with the door unlocked.

  They heard a splash then hitting on the shower, Dean and Cas ran in seeing their son drowning himself. They pull him out and wrap a towel around him, pulling him out of the tub.

  That's when Dean and Cas had no other choice then calling nine-one-one, and getting him to the hospital right away.