It's You

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" actually I honestly don't know if I should ask him that question, we are friends and I don't want to destroy what we already have it would hurt me. Maybe even destroy me to see i hurt colby. I've known him for less then 3 weeks" my mind spoke the truth. Maybe I actually wanted him to ask me out but he might not even like me like that. He might just be playing or using me like the rest of my exs did. I looked down sadly at the floor I was sat on. " ohhh stay as you are?" I look up and see Corey smirking. Oh god he was gonna make a weird comment and i knew it " as just friends with some benefit or fuck buddys" I cringe at his words knowing full well that me and colby haven't done such a thing and kept the friendship as a friendship until the kiss.

That kiss felt magical but it happend at the wrong time. " dude can't you tell liv is upset by this and she and colby haven't done anything like that, if they did colby would have told me. I'm his best mate and from what I can see is they are in a weird situation" sam spoke softly causing my nerves to calm. I nodded a thanks " colby really like you liv, if you like him try not to hurt each other along the way" I smiled at his kind words. "Thanks guys" a genuine smile crossed my face. I was still confused on everything.

The boy i met a couple weeks ago,who i found kindness and warmth in his presence. The boy who has been there for me over the last couple weeks was caring. Did he actually like me ? He's talented, crazy,kind, caring and fit but coulds pull anyone,so would he choose me out of all people. I'm not talented and not pretty. I'm suretenly not his type and I wasn't out going and as confident as he was. He want out of his way to pay for this trip for me does that mean something? Thoughts drowned out everything. Words spoken by the lads were cut of.

" go get ready liv" Elton sat in front of me and smiled. I quickly snapped back to reality and gave him a small smile back before realising colby hadn't returned yet and it was dark. " don't dress to fancy just casual" i nodded to tell him I was listening. I took to my feet before saying my goodbyes until later and then returned to my room only to have to bray on the door loudly as it was locked.

As the wooden door swung open I saw a soaking wet colby. I trailed down his body with my eyes. "Dammmmmn" I bit my lip as I got to his abdominal area luckily he was wearing a towel otherwise I probably would be able to control myself. " urrm.. I need.. we need to urm get ready" I lost words not realising I was still staring at him from the hallway. " stop gorking at me from out there and get your cute ass in here. And maybe you should take a picture" i slapped myself back into reality and walked inside. I grabbed a towel before opening my mouth " shower? Urm you want it... I mean need it?"I stumbled over my own words I turned a bright red out of embarrassment "ill finish after youv finished" ugh how this boy was driving me crazy " join me" I whispered looking down.

Can friends shower together. Did he even hear me. I looked back up to a colby standing in front of me " you sure" i smiled and nodded. I put my hand out for him to grab he took it and I pulled him back to the bathroom locking the door  behind us. Colby turned the shower on and waited for me to undress. I slowly started ripping my clothes of until I was in my bra a thongs. " you look hot" he took a step closer moving my hair out of my face before trailing his fingers down to my back. He stopped when he got to the my bra. I felt his fingers slowly undo the clasps before slowly taking it of me and placing it on the floor. He looked down at my now naked tits and smirked before looking at me winking and then grabbing my neck and kissing me.

I returned the kiss back and are lips moved in sink. I slowly remove my thongs and kick them to side as colby dropped his towel. We broke the kis and finally got in the shower. The warm water hit my skim causing a weird sensation to travel down my spine.

We are just friends but I can't help but feel this way. I just wanted him to take me in his arms, cuddle me, tell me that what we have is something to him. I want him to tell me what I need to hear not kiss me and make my heart a breating mess. This lad was driving me crazy with the thought of what I want but not what he wants because I didn't know what he wants.

I felt arms wrapped around me and his naked body get closer " you okay" he whispered in my ear causing my heart to pound harder,like it grew three sizes out of my chest. If this crazy boy keeped doing this to me if end up me going into caric arrest. I turned around closing the space between us and hugging him back "I'm great" I smiled, I couldn't help my feelings for this boy.

I turned back around and grabbed my shampoo and slowly placed it in my hair. As I placed the shampoo back down I felt colbys hands move through my hair gently. He was helping me wash my hair causing me to want to melt into a puddle. Why did this boy make me feel like this?