It's You

17

For some reson I wanted re live some of my mistakes cos some of them I dont really regret. I was a teenager living life not giving a crap about others feelings or thoughts. I had finished the plates and put them away carefully. "Colbs can I take a shower pwease" I playfully pull puppie eyes on him "colbs that's new" he nudged me "and the puppy eyes dont work for me,yes hailey you can take a shower I'll go grab a towel for you" I watched as his muscular body got of the counter and walked away. Damn he had a nice ass. He walked back into the room with a towel I couldn't but take in each inch of his upper body,until I got to his eyes. Damn those eyes could make me melt into a million peices. "Like what you see" I snap out of my gaze and smiled "urm na iv seen better"wow that was smooth and also a lie. He past me the towel and I walked away quickly,embarrassed and full of heat.

I locked the door and removed my cloths. Getting into the shower I let my body take in the heat from the shower,burning all thoughts and bad energy off of me. Every drop of water against my skin felt amazing, leaving me feeling positive about today. I rinsed my hair and turned the shower off. I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my chest making sure all of me was covered. I rummage through my bag and grabbed my clean cloths. I dryed myself of and put them on,my hair was still wet but I was dry and changed so I unlocked the door. Towel In hand I walked towards colby. "Yo were do you want this" I smiled hitting him with it playfully. He took the towel of me and grabbed my hand,taking me back to his bathroom. He put the towel in his laundry basket and then grabbed his hair dryer. He stood me in front of the mirror and plugged the dryer in. He grabbed my brush and gently brushed through my hair,his touch was soft and gentle against me,it made me feel like something was sparking between us,but I didnt know that. That's just what I want. "Tell me if I hurt you" his lips near my ear spoke softly and caringly.

He slowly turned the hair dryer on and started to dry my hair. Damn, I could have done this myself but him doing it for me gave me an impression he cared. Was he trying to just be friendly and help.i wanted to know but I couldn't just splurt out 'colby do you like me' or 'colby do you want me'. All I could do was hope. The dryer was warm against my skin and Colbys hands gently helped dry every piece of my hair. I wanted to remember this moment but I knew my short term memory was going to forget it and my long term memory was going to push it to the back making me want to cry. This boy was making me feel so fucking wanted but I mad myself feel so scared and stupid to think about the possibility. 

He turned the hair dryer off and turned me around to face him. "Thats better"he gave me a small smile. His fingers traced my face placing the odd strand of hair behind my ear and out of the way of my eyes. " thanks" I looked up to him giving  him the smile he gave me. I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my stuff. Folding the dirty cloths and putting them in my bag aswell as my pjs. I put my hair brush,tooth brush and charger in the bag aswell then zipped it up. I placed it on the kitchen counter so I didnt forget it when I left. The bathroom door shut again and i could her the shower turn on. I left Colbys apartment quickly to grab my laptop from my room.

I entered back into Colbys apartment and sat down,turning my laptop on. I open up Microsoft word and sit back. Typing away. Writing a story based on my life but as a fiction. My hands just typed away. My eyes kept checking over what I had written to check for mistakes I may have missed. My brain telling me what to write.

I didnt realise how long I had been typing but when I took a break I saw colby in the corner of my eye. When did he get out of the shower. " you looked like you were working hard"he laughed and walked over to the sofa turning on the tv. "Mhh, how long have I been on my laptop for?"confused yet proud that I was finally getting back into writing. "Like 2 hours, what was you working on?" I didnt expect that question so my head shot up at him and gave him a 'huh' look. "Here take a look and see for yourself"i smiled giving him my laptop,hoping he wouldn't know I was writing about my life. I got up from next to him whislt he read my work. I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and then grabbing a glass and filling it with ice. I shut the freezer and fridge door and walked back over to the sofa. Taking a seat back were I was originally sat,I poured half the bottle of water into the cup and then looked at colby. He looked so interested in what I had written and was now sharing. I drank some of my water and then put it down on the table . I layed my head on Colbys shoulder so I could read it aswell.

"Wow that's amazing hailey,you should try publish it when you have finished"  I looked at the laptop as he turned it of and placed it on the table. "Thanks colby but think imma just keep it to myself" I looked up at him as he looked at me. Our eyes connected,he was so perfect and everything I wished for.

I break the awkward starring by placing my legs onto Colbys. " wanna go film a video" I looked down at my hands and smiled. "Hell ye,I haven't filmed owt this week" I laugh a little and look back at him "overnight at trampoline park ?" I questioned him. "Yes" I grabbed my phone at his response and texted kat and sam to come over.

No even a minute later the door burst open to reveal a very happy sam and kat. "Ye brother I havent seen you properly for awhile,were you been" kat shut the door as colby scooted closer to me and sam sat down. Colby replied to Sam's question after looking at me. " been with this one"he grabbed my thigh to let everyone know I had been with him for a couple of days. "So why did you send us a message to come round hailey?"kat sat down next to sam as I replied "overnight at trampoline park" I looked at colby and he had a grin on his face. Damn that made my heart skip a beat or two. "You filming colby?" Sam turned to colby and colby stopped grinning. "hell ye" he replied and sam nodded.