His Loud But Broken blonde (Shinkami)

All I want is him

•~Denkis POV~•

I woke up in the hospital. I couldn't see well still, two males were in the room sitting in chairs. One noticed i was awake and called for a nurse. The nurse took out the breathing tube I had in. When I tried to sit up she said in a soft calm voice "Kaminari you need to rest". Then turned say somthing to the male that called for her. I was still awake and my vision went back to normal it was Shinso and Aizawa. Aizawa woke shinso up. Once shinso was up and back with reality he got up hugging me crying.

'I- I hurt him?'

'but he's with Monoma, he shouldn't care about me'

'Nobody should'

"I- i- i- thought you were with Monoma" I said struggling to talk

"I'm not with Monoma?  He's just a friend I was dared to make out with him?" He said looking confused

"O-oh"I still hated shinso. . .but shinso looks so broken. Why. Why  does he care so much about me. "Shinso lay next to me please" I miss him his galaxy like eyes. I moved over carefully making room for him. He layed next to me I wrapped my arms and legs around. "I'm sorry shinso. . ."

". . .This doesn't mean we are back together I was just lonely" I  finished before putting my head in his chest. I loved his heart beat it was nice a soothing. He was chuckling at what I said " okay" he said as he messed with my hair

"How long was i out for?. . ." I was just wondering.

"3 days" I'm guessing shinso being shinso he stayed by my side the whole time

"Did you stay bye my side"

"N-No" a light blush formed on his face

Aizawa interrupted our conversation "Shinsos lieing, he was he wouldn't leave he didn't even leave to eat" Aizawa started laughing .

He calmed down and left the room. Now both me and him started blushing great.

I cuddled him closer. Feeling his heart beat was so relaxing to me. NO I CANT FALL FOR HIM AGAIN I HATE HIM!!! Or do I?...

A few days later I was able to go back to shcool but Aizawa didn't want me going back to class yet. I layed in bed til the end of the shcool day then shinso came in.

I started to think dirty. . . Why why was my mind thinking like this I hate him. I have to get home m back

"Shinso. . .I want to try again" I said slouching down

"REALLY?!?" There it was his bright smile he always hid

"Mhm.  .  ." He ran up jumping in the bed.

After a few minutes He was holding me. I kissed him I was an idiot for leaveing him.

(⚠️I don't know what to call is So warning sexual content⚠️)

"S-shinso I want you"I said breathing a little bit heavier then normal. . . He stayed silent. He kissed back. Soon the kiss became more deep. He slide his tongue in I joined In wrapping mine around his.

He started taking on my shirt kissing my body. I was holding off on making soft moaning. It felt so good his lips on my body. A small erection formed he moved down taking my pants and boxers off. He started to tease me. I didn't care I let off a soft moan as he started to lick the tip. . .then putting the whole length in. He started suck harder and harder.

We were doing it for another 30minutes before stopping

(Sorry I'm not good at that type of writing but I wanted to add something spice. Sorry it was short)

The next day I woke up shinso wasn't next to me and I started to freak out. Thoughts started to ride in my mind. I could breath I felt like I was dieing all because I didn't know where shinso was. I started to scream bloody murder as the suicidal thoughts gre loud and LOUDER in my head.

Nobody could here me screaming. I needed help. I felt like I was dieing. 'Mom I need you in scared'

'shinso I need you'

'i need someone HELP ME PLEASE'

I thought to myself as someone came running it was mina. She started holding me and comforting me as I continued to cry. I need someone and nobody was there . . . Other then mina does this mean people don't really care about me. . .

I calmed down. I talked to mina for a while. Before I fell asleep again. Hopefully she didn't tell anyone about this

Later shinso never came back. .  . I was in his dorm why isn't he back. I tried to call him multiple times no reply all the times. I started to panic again.

On the Bakusquad group chat told me he was in the informatory. It was because on of out classmates named Daisy put him in the informatory.

Daisy. . .why would he want to spare with daisy. She had a dangerous quirk she couldn't control. Her Quirk is called Pollination.

She's able to grow any flowers. Certain flowers give off a sleeping gas while others can release toxic or poisonous gas. She she couldn't control it very well. S-she ended up poisoning Shinso.

I got dressed and rushed to the informatory. Thoughts of him dieing rushed my mind I hated daisy and wanted nothing to do with her. I ran in the room to see the injuried girl. "WHERES SHINSO" I yelled worried to recovery girl with tears in my eyes "He's in critical condition. . He can't have visitors sorry kaminari" she looked down avoiding eye contact.

'what he dies I would have nobody no No no'

I fell to the ground crying. Then it hit me it was Daisys fault. She was awake I grabbed he by the caller of her shirt recovery girl yelling at my in the background

"THIS IS YOUR FAULT HE MIGHT DIE BECAUSE OF YOU" that's it the tears started to fall down my face. Could see in her eyes fear.

"I d-d-didnt mean to!! LET ME GO!!!"

"YOUR JUST A HERO WANNA BE WITH A VILLAN QUIRK YOU SHOUL HAVE NEVER LIVED!!" I  got pulled off by Cementous and Aizawa I continued to scream at her. She layed on the ground crying they were just fake tears. She never cared about shinso or anyone.

. . . .Then I heard it while being dragged out Shinsos heart beat stopped. I could feel my heart break I saw the room with shinso and Recovery girl running in. I stopped screaming and started to cry more. He can't he can't be gone. . . .

A/N 1111 words wow I had a lot of fun making this chapter. Btw daisy is a my OC i made go check of the page I made for her on my account. Thank you guys for everything if you have any suggestions for the story please comment them thank youuu. ~Blondie signing out