His Loud But Broken blonde (Shinkami)

Weight loss

Denki's pov

I was finally getting skinny u was 112lbs. I was still on wear clothes to hide it. I couldn't gain weight now so after me and Shinso ate I threw up all the food that I just ate. I cleaned up myself and went back he questioned me. I just say oh I just needed to use the restroom. We cleaned up the dishes together and went to our dorms seperately.

I felt hurt because shinso said he didn't want me in his dorm. I got undressed and looked at myself in the mirror. You could see almost all my bones in my body. Then I heard someone open the door was shinso. I quickly put on my clothes before he walked into the bathroom.

"Hey Kami!"he yelled

"YESS!!" I yelled slipping my shirt on.

I walked out the restroom to him. "Are you okay baby you seemed a little upset earlier" Shinso said as he wrapped his arms around me. I flinched "No- No I'm fine". He was holding me from behind I was scared. His lavender scent calmed me. "Baby" Shinso said resting his chin on my head "hee? Yes baby". He held me tighter a bit "How about we go on a date. . .would next Saturday do?". I shook my head in agreement "See you tommorow baby" He pecked me a kiss on the cheek and then walked out.

I went back to what I was doing. I grazed my hand all over my bony body. Sigh . . . I stopped and got into the shower. I made thick deep cuts remembering that horrible dream where shinso yk. . . I couldn't stop thinking. I tyed my hair up. I washed my body and washed the cuts. I wrapped a towel around my waist and headed to where I had my bandages. I bandaged my arms and got dress. I was kind hungry I went down stairs to get me a granola bar.

I got the granola bar and had a few bites and headed back to my dorm. I layed on my bed on my phone. I stayed up all night and skipped shcool. Of course no body questioned it. I layed down all day not getting up once. I didn't eat or sleep for 4 days in a row. All because of the dream. The dream that haunted me.

One day I was laying in bed then I heard a knock. Idk who it was "Come in" I yelled sitting up

It was Aizawa he had a worried expression. "Where have you been?" he sounded more tired then usual. He sat at the end on my bed. I was wrapped up in my blankets. I said nothing.

He got tired of my silence. He yanked the blankets off me. I'd revealed my skinny self his worried expression grew. "Kaminari. . ." He had a pitty look. I snapped "don't kaminari me". He and me started to fight. He was yelling how I have to take care of myself.

The argument stopped by me yelling "WELL I DONT WANNA TAKE CARE OF MYSELF!!I WANT TO BE WITH MY MOTHER IN HEAVEN IF THERE EVEN IS ONE!!!". It all went silent shinso was there I didn't realize him. Tears rolled down his cheeks he had the same pitty look Aizawa did. I sat there angry. I was so upset at them cause of the look they gave me.

Shinso eventually sat by me. I layed my head on his shoulder. I started to cry. "Baby I'm sorry, I didn't realize. . ." Shinso sounded upset. I hurt shinso no no NO!! "Kitten, don't apologize I should be the one apologizing" I kissed him. Aizawa wanted to talk to me but I didn't want to talk to him.

I locked shinso out the next day. I stayed in my day for more days. Soon I decided I was gonna come out but I was too weak from not eating. I could barely even walk to unlock my door. I sat at my doors for hours I couldn't move. My stomach grumbled but I didnt do anything I just sat there.

Next thing I knew I was in the hospital again Great. . . Nobody was in the room with me. I was alone. I still couldn't move. Aizawa walked in with a pissed off face then he looked at. His face turned from pissed of to sad I guess. "Denki. . .I'm sorry I should have made you eat or checked up on you" he sat on the chair closest to my bed. Then I heard sobbing. "A-Aizawa who's c-crying" I really hoped it wasn't shinso but I knew it was. Aizawa sighed "It's shinso. . .only me and family are aloud to visit you for right now". I was in that bad of a condition!

I started crying "I-I want shinso. . ."

"I'm sorry we can't bring him in Kaminari" he looked me dead in the eyes.

"P-please" I started getting more upset just cause I couldn't see him I could only hear his sobbing right outside the door. I want him with me I want to hold him.

Then I heard shinso run away from the door. A few hours later shinso bust through the door ."Was you being happy just an act. . ." His eyes his dull galaxy eyes had been clouded with tears.

I layed there silent

A/N: And that's the end. . .there still more chapters coming ofc but it's the end of this chapter. Sorry it took so long to publish I had a lot going on.