His Loud But Broken blonde (Shinkami)

Chaos

I was laying in my hospital bed,
watching Shinsos eyes be flooded in tears. He wiped his tears away and sat next to me on my bed. I stayed silent.

Aizawa left to get food. Shinso was still there crying he couldn't stop. He got up and hugged my tightly. "Don't ever do that. . .baby please! I your boyfriend if you need to talk I'm here." He hugged me tight crying.

I started to cry too. I wrapped my arms around him. "I-im sorry baby-" I replied. Soon we started cuddling. We talked about why I did it. We talked about music,My art and potential dates. I was happy.

-°Time skip

Aizawa cam back with the food shinso was dead asleep cuddling me. I was still up it wasn't that late. I talked to Aizawa about how sorry I was and I shouldn't have done it. The shinso woke up. "Goodmorning sleepy pants" I greeted him with a warm smile.

I sat there eating the hamburger and fries Aizawa got me. It felt like they were starting at me eating. I stopped and looked up. They were. . ."Is somthing the matter?" I spoke aloud.

"No no we just um want to make sure you were eating before we left" Aizawa said packing up his things. "Oh your leaving- well bye bye shin I love you" I faked a smile. He ruffled my hair saying bye. They both left and I continued eating.

After I sat there in silence I want shinso-. I don't wanna feel this way but I do. I feel fat and ugly. When I told my father he said it was true. So I believed it was true and I still do. I miss my mother. I wanna be with her. . .Hug her. . .one last time but because of him I cant. My whole world crumbled hearing the news about my mother. Everything went fast like a flash.

I woke up and saw Shinso but he was in the hallway looking through the window. I want him I need home right now. I started to freak out again I turned around trying to escape those thoughts. Running from my nightmares. The dreams that were bad but not. The dreams were I could see my mother again.

I screamed myself out of those thoughts. I screamed I cried I begged to make it stop. Electric sparks exploded from my body all over. I kept screaming I couldn't make it stop. I heard the voice again "GET IT OUT I HATES ME!!" I begged.

I calmed down feeling a hand grabbing my shoulder. It was Shinso crying. I hugged him tightly forgetting the thoughts

I sobbed in his shoulder clenching onto him. "Shhh it's okay Kami" he whispered calming me down. I continued sobbing. Few minutes later me and him were back to cuddling. I loved cuddling him. I loved him. I wanna be with him forever.

I fell asleep in his arms.

•Time skip•

It's been a few weeks since then and it the morning i get out of the hospital. I woke up with shinso packing my things. He saw I was awake and handed me my regular clothes. "Thanks" I took them and went to the bathroom and changed. My body was slowly going back to it normal self.

I walked out hugging shinso ready to go. We walked out with me being him hiding. Aizawa joined us and signed the papers to get me out of this hell hole. We all walked to the car I sat in the back , Aizawa sat in the divers seat  and Shinso sat in the front passengers seat. We drove to their house because it was summer break. I had no where to go. "Kaminari your staying here with us for the break." Shinso said helping me out with my bag.

"Oh-" I looked up their house was HUGE my dude. I walked with shinso to his room. I studied the books on his shelf by his bed. He room was purple with a black accent wall decorated with cat and purple objects. Took a book from the shelf and started to read.

I don't know where shinso went. So I just sat down a read a book. After an hour or two I got bored and stopped. I jumped up and walked to shinsos closet. He had some many hoodies a could steal!!! I put on on and I was giant on me but I kept it on. I was walking down the hall wham I bumped into eri. "Oh hi Eri. . ." I said bending down puting my hand on her head. "Hii Mr.pikachu!!" She yelled out giving me a big hug "Wanna play tea party with me and Mr. Whiskers". "I would love too" I said quietly. She took my hand and walked me in her room and I froze.

In their was Shinso with cat ears and whiskeys on. . .and what I think was a dress. He looked straight into my eyes. I bursted out laughing "Why are you laughing?" Eri said still holding to my hand. I was crying that who funny it was. "I'm s-sAHAHA" I fell to the floor laughing my ass off.

Shinso just looked embarrassed. He walked into eris closet and got back into regular clothes. "Kami?" He asked bending down to me. A few minutes I stopped laughing. "I'm so so sorry I couldn't help it!" I caught my breath finally. "It's fine I play tea party with eri and she always dresses me up like that". He looked shameful in a way.

I frowned and sat up. "Baby. . .are you okay?" I put my hand on his cheek he looked upset. He moved my hand away "I'm fine". He kissed me and led me down stairs. Mic and Aizawa were making dinner which was unicorn mac'an'cheese ,and Corn dogs.

Me and Shinso snuck past them out the back door to his backyard. He pointed up at the Blue and purple sky with stars showing slightly. "Look bubs" I looked up to what he was pointing to and I stared in amazement. The sky looked show beautiful. I'm glad I'm seeing this with shinso.

He held hands under the stars for the first time that night.

A/N: sorry I've been busy with shcool so I've been uploading slowly I'm sor sorry for that this weekend for me is a 3 day weekend so I'll try to make as many chapters as possible I promise. Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter and watch out for more.