His Loud But Broken blonde (Shinkami)

Am i-?

•~Shinsos POV~•

For the next few weeks I started to hang out with denki more and I got to know him better it seems nothing can bring him down.  . .

Hes always happy or his happyness hides some thing deeper on the inside

Nah. . .I'm pretty sure it just he's always in a good mood

More recently I think I have feelings for the blonde boy I not gay or bi I can't be I mean me gay!?!

I mean I'm not homphobic but I can't imagine me dating a guy. . .

Unless it a loud blonde boy

I shook my head "No! Damn it I can't be gay I just can't I mean me liking a guy" I chuckled at the thought and got up

"I have to get ready for shcool. . ." I got dressed in my uniform it's been 1 month since I transferred to class 1-A I've loved it so far. . .

•~Denkis POV~•

"Today's the day I confess to shinso" I told myself in the bathroom mirror  fixing my hair

*BANG BANG*

My dad was banging on the bathroom door

He yelled through the door "Hey!! waste of space you done in there yet!!"

I sighed "Yes. . ." I opened the door getting pushed to the ground

"Move out the way and get to shcool"

I got up ignoring him and I got my back heading out the house

-~Time Skip~-

I made it to shcool 30 miutes early I saw Shinso in the hallway

He saw me and gave me that cute little smile of his then my nerves hit me

I ran away to the boys locker room I went in to a stall I couldn't caught my breath I started hyperventilating

He doesnt like he would rather have you drop dead

The voice in my head told me over I started scratching the new cuts I made last night

I made them daily now

I opened the scabs causing them to bleed and I could clean up the blood

"Am I dieing?!?! Is this what it feels like?.  .  .I can't die now not now!!! No maybe he hates me he is just taking pity on me. . ."

I heard some enter an did went silent I still could breathe

A I heard crying I was shinso? Did I make him cry did I hurt him really bad by swing him and running away. . .

I heard him crying then it went dark I couldn't seen all I could was hear shinso crying. . .

Then he left I stayed in there till hero training