— ❝ What am I now? What am I now? What if I'm someone I don't want around? I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling ❞
"i can't do this." oikawa sobs.
once again, locked up in his room... a room that once gave him comfort, a room that holds happy memories, a room he now despises.
he's afraid. afraid of the things he does in his room. afraid of things he can do in his room.
he's pushed everyone away. why should he involve them in his problems? they wouldn't care anyways. that was his mindset.
he was toxic. not to the people around him, but to himself. he's putting himself in this toxic environment that was not easy to get out of.
he hates who he's become.
falling, falling, falling... thats all hes doing. falling deeper in this toxic coping mechanism he has made.
he wants to make a change. he has to make a change. he knows hes hurting the people around him aswell.
like his bestfriend, iwaizumi.
"iwa-chan.." he whispers in realization. he picks up his phone and dials the all too familiar number.
two rings in, he hears a voice on from the other line...
"hello?"
"iwa-chan... im sorry... im so sorry."
"nice to have you back, crappykawa."
wow layla updates after being gone for months !!! 😐 welcome me back pls </3
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Fanfic𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 ✎... oikawa and y/n had a bad breakup, but was oikawa over her like he said, along with all the other harsh words? ❝ what am i now? what if i'm someone i don't want around? i'm falling again ❞ ✦ ˚ : · oikawa x reader , angst , s...