Im still here... { Jelsa }

Chapter 18

Kristof Pov;

"I wish for you to keep quite,..maid." Anna pauses to look at the figure, Anna had not seen her before.

"Im in charge here. It's my decision. Any one who disagree, will go to the dungeons." Anna roared.

The maid bowed and began to run away, but Anna stopped her.

"Oh and welcome." Anna said, plastering a fake smile.

"Oh! And tell cook to make me some breakfast," she adds.

me and Jack just look at her utterly shocked.

"What?" Anna demands, and smacks her hands on the table.

"Uh-" jack begins,
But I cut him off.

"I missed you." I blurt out.

"I miss some people. And some are never coming back." She states coldly.

It pierces my heart, we have drifted abit now. And Because of her lose she can act horrid to me, according to her 'morals'.

"Just stop it! Your hurting! We get it! I'm hurting too!" Jack yelled.

Anna glared at him.

"So I'm not alould to talk about it? She's my sister! Of course I'm going to talk about her we all don't just wake up and move on." Anna hissed.

"Your hurting me even more Anna! 'she'll never come back' what is this?ITS PURE TORTURE !" Jack yelled leaving the room.

Awkward.

"Anna, how have you been?" I ask, handing her over my French toast.

Trying to talk over the fact Jack had an out burst and stormed out.

She looks at the plate In disgust.

"It's fine. I'll get the cook to make me my own breakfast." she says, heavily dropping the plate down in front of me.
The plate didn't smash to my relief, but my food almost went flying.

I sigh, no pleasing Anna with food.
I remember when I was eating a chocolate cake and she was practically dribbling over my shoulder. We ended up 'sharing' that in the end.

"And for how I am," she said, almost in a question.

"Great. Really, really great." she says.

"Honestly, never been better in my whole life." She says with dry sarcasm.

"I only asked because I care." I blurt out angrily.

"If you cared you would know how I am really feeling. It was a stupid question really." She snaps.

"so I gave you the fake reply like what you except me to do. Because it's polite. I just didn't plaster a fake smile that says 'this is fake. I'm really weak, I'm just trying my best to smile.' ".

Anna, you are going to take alot of work gal, just to get you back to your normal self.

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Elsa;

Last night, I left 'jack' after making him jump out of his skin, and thought about Anna. And once again, I flashed away, and into the room of the person I though about.

I saw Anna, in a mess.
She was crying. Her hair looked as If she had a bird nest init.
And iv seen her when she wakes up, she wakes up with messy hair, so believe me when I say this looked really messy.

She was mumbling words I could not understand, she sounded distressed and given up, so I did the best thing I could,.. Comfort her.

Even if this was a dream,
A really, long, weird, detailed dream,
no matter what, I would not just stand there and watch my sister cry.

wether she is really Anna, or the figment of my mind. I don't care.

So I Walked to her, rubbed my hand on her back, soothingly. My hands looked transparent against her, as if I were see-through.
This was getting weirder and weirder.

"Elsa, I miss you." She spoke a big louder.

Probably Because I was now comforting her.

"I know, I miss you to for some reason." I spoke, more thoughtfully, why do I miss her? I saw her today. This dream has just been going on forever.

Anna didn't reply to me.

She just continued to weep.

"Hey, hey, everything's going to be alright. No matter what's wrong, you can get threw it. Trust me." I whisper to my sister calmly, side hugging her, the best I can do considering I'm practically invisible compared to her.

" You have me, a queen, Kristof, a mountain man, Olaf, who is the 'love expert', the troll family, who is magic experts. The whole of Arendale's people to Support you. Trust me, it's pretty hard to not be able to get through a problem." I add, laughing.

"Elsa?" Anna asks, looking around the room.

"yeah Anna?" I ask her.

She dosen't reply.

"If you can hear me,.. This is so stupid of course you can't. But,..but, if, If you can, just,.. Just listen, okay?" She says biting her lips.

She then sighs.

"Elsa, I, I'm scared. I don't know what to do with out you." She said, holding back a sob.

with out me? I'm right here..

"I can't believe your dead. How can you be completely be gone from existence?!" she says, then curls up in a ball.

"dead?" I question out loud.

I look at her, as she goes under her covers, she giggles a sob.

"Good night Elsa" she hesterically laughs.

I just stand and watch her sleep for hours, till the morning came.

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Anna's Pov;

I asked for a bowl of fruit, which the chef said he was glad to finally see me, as he severed my food.

I didn't see that maid again.

Kristof was still watching me with wonder. I admit I missed him, but I had other things on my mind.

Like last night, it's the only reason I came down stairs.

Last night I just felt so comforted, I haven't felt like that In a while, nobody has comforted me, spec like that in a while.

For a fraction of a Second I swear I heard Elsa's voice, I maybe crazy, but that was just enough for me to wake up the next day. To get out of my bed.

It just felt like she was there.

So I talked to her.

I know nothing happens after death, I mean, iv been taught all my life to believe in heaven and hell, but, I always thought that when you die, you die. gone. No more thoughts, no more movement.

But, it just felt good to talk to her, even if she really wasn't there.

It, It helped.