Im still here... { Jelsa }

chapeter 6; Breathing in the snow flakes

Elsa Pov;
I walked in to the light,
My feet touched something soft,
And cold- yet it felt nice.
I put pressure on my foot as I let my weight be moved, earning a crunch from the soft- yet crunchy- ground.

I decided to walk further into the light.
I smelt a fresh forests smell, a pine scent. It was refreshing and cooling.
My sight saw big, pine trees coating fields and fields of layers of thick white snow.

The sky was a pale blue, with light patches of purple and pink, a beautiful snow storm setting. Although, looking around, there was no storm- but light faint of snow gradually falling to the ground. The snow flakes sticking to my hair and a light cool feeling as they fell to the touch of my skin.

the sight was magnificent and breath taking, weak sun raze splitting threw the shape of the twigs.
the sun beams directed to a frozen lake, which,even with weak sun light, glistened in the sun.

Every second more, I feel like I belong more. This.. Is my home.

I feel the snow begin to slightly pick up speed and head deeper in to the forest, asking me to follow.

Which I gladly follow.

Untill-..

I hear soft whispers, calling my name.
Calling me back from the forest.
I try to ignore them, but I stand still when I hear this.

"your not ready yet."

ready for what?

before I could answer, something changes, everything changes.
I feel like I'm pulled back and forth if Im being stretched, the image of the forest begging to fade makes me want to cry. The beholder of my peace.
Everything became dark.

****

Kristoff Pov;

We were almost at the castle,
But I realised what am I going to do?

They brought me here to be with Anna, but as much as Anna wants to be with company, maybe not this time.

What do you say to a girl who has just lost her sister?

How do you talk to anybody who last some one dear to them?

Do I just say nothing and hug her?
Do I tell her to let everything off her chest? Or do I sit there and comfort her with words?

****

Anna Pov;

my eyes stung.
My tears had dried on my cheeks, making my skin feel rough and tight. I think I may have ran out of tears, but not things to cry about, but the actual
formula of tears.

My back ached laying against the door, I should rest in bed. But I don't want to get up and leave to go to my bed.

I just want the world to stop-because mines spinning to fast.
But yet...
Time is also frozen.

I feel really down and I keep having thoughts to go visit Elsa, which comforts me a tiny winy little,
When I was down I used to hide it, I didn't want every one to know, I just excluded myself like elsa once along time a go used to do, but elsa always knew when something was wrong.
She would find me, and know all the right things to say, she would understand completely. She always had an smile which was soft, and comforting. She would give me a warm
Hug, and tell me that everything was going to be okay, because an act of true loved saved the most precious thing in her life, and the she would tell me she meant me. So I started going to Elsa about all my problems, even how tiny they were, she would always be the big sister and be the one there for me.
But Every time I remembered that memory and wanted to see Elsa, the horrid truth came back, and made me feel even worse.

This all just can't be real.

Iv seen my sister throw ice across the ball room,creating a shield around her self, from my accusing questions.
Iv seen my hole kingdom covered in snow, freezing- in the middle of summer. Iv seen the beautiful work of my sister, Her palace, completely made from ice. Her dress completely made from ice. Iv been shot in the heart by ice. iv been chased by a snow monster. Iv became best friends with a living snow man. I fell on live with a man who is best friends- with a reindeer...I'v met trolls- what form into rocks. Iv had love advice from a snowman. Iv almost died. Iv been tricked in love. Iv punched a man. Iv frozen on the very spot. Iv met jack, a floating man. Iv net Rupunzel- a missing cousin of mine- who had magically healing hair- who also married a thief. Iv met Merida, a rebellious princess, iv met hiccup, who's viking, where dragons exist- where he has a dragon and can fly it.

All if these strange things iv seen,
Yet this, I can not believe.

I can not accepted.

It can't be true, can it?

I'll wake up tomorrow and this would have just been all a dream. Yep just a dream.

My false hope got me over excited, so I went to bed in joy, to wake up knowing a dreamed this, and that none of this is real.
I was excited to wake up and find Elsa, to tell her a horrid dream and that I was glad it weren't true, to hear her giggle and that she don't want me to worry because everything would be okay, she would be here always.
My happiness kept me up awhile, till I soundly fell a sleep.

****
Jacks Pov;

I fidgeted in bed.
this was to much to take in.
I was also, scared.
The way I saw Elsa...
It scared me. It shook me.

No being should ever, ever, see that.

I had no idea what the time was, it felt like eternity had stopped, but in reality it must have been hours.
it was eight o'clock when we heard that scream. I found elsa which took awhile, then we had tell Anna, then Rupunzel left. And it's been a few hours now. The sky, Is orange now. I think, it' almost morning. We've been up all night. I did at one point almost fall asleep, but to many thought kept me awake. And then, all of the scenes from today replayed in my head. The argument with Elsa, the scream, Elsa room, finding Elsa..Telling Anna, watching Rupunzel leave. An argument with hiccup. Each second of each individuals scene replayed six or more times in my head. The things I should of said, the Things I could have done, they Things I did wrong.

*****
Every body was in a sleep like state.
Except for the guards and mades rushing round.
Flynn lied on his guest bed, sleeping on top of it in his normal clothing- waiting and stressing for Rupunzel to
Come back, which she took awhile before Flynn accidentally slipped away to sleep. Anna slept in her bed, with a smirk, dreaming of pleasant things. Dreaming of what she wanted to believe. Although a few times she would twist and turn when recent horrors came to thought. Jack slept recklessly, waking up, tossing and turning. generally not being able to stay a sleep, to many thought of 'if's'.

Rupunzel and Kristof and the guard galloped away to the castle. A few accidents stopping them.