toxic

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by tayasquotes

by tayasquotes

toxic.
that's what we were.
enabling each other's destructive behaviors.
competing for who had the worse life.
toxic.
that's what i was.
wounded and jealous.
humiliatingly begging to be treated like i matter.
desperately clinging to you while you no longer desired me.
toxic.
that's what you were.
not loyal to me, but loyal to your need of me.
telling me false truths.
so consumed in putting all your effort into one being that as soon as i was replaced, i didn't matter anymore.
toxic.
that's what we were.
yet still i have no hate in my heart for you.
still i wish you all the best,
because we never intended to be toxic,
that's just what we were destined for.