The Weirdly Epicness of Us

Inspiration and update on life

Hey everyone i realise i might have not updated in a long time but @weasleyhead has been my inspiration this time. So this 'chapter' is dedicated to her. This is actually going to be a double update.

This 'chapter' is an update on my life since the last time i saw you guys was *goes to check* 29th December which was actually weasley and I.

So at that time I was actually ill and a lot had happened in my life which I'm going to share with you guys today. This is going to be a long update.

As you may or may not remember my birthday update in November was very short and wasn't quite like me. Well it seemed like it to me. I felt obligated to update but wasn't in the mood.

So what happened on my birthday was really,really sad and you lot are warned. So my birthday started well enough.  I got two huge presents from my friends,they were gift bags of a sort,consisting of some chocolates,a mug and more chocolate. One of them had a card in them and the other card was so huge that it didn't fit in there so i had another thing to carry. So at break time and stuff it was good but i had this one friend, had being the keyword that kept going on about this guy. So i had warned her the day before that don't ruin my day with your consent blabber about him. At the end of break time i was in a sour mood. Lunch time came around,we were in the football pitch and my friends told the teacher to get everyone to sing happy birthday, which you could call a tradition of sorts . Lots of people did.

What happened later on is the sad part. So i had told my mum that i was going to come late cuz you know birthday and all. So my friends decided to go to the Park. So we were having a good time until that guy came. So that guy was my friends 'boyfriend' . They had some issues going on and decided to try and solve them on my birthday. Oh what wonderful friends they were. So my other friend says to me to walk forward and i wasn't having it. I was like 'I'll walk forward all the way home' because they did this every time. So the 'friend' that had issues sister was holding my other present. I walked forward and was going home and she was quite behind me. I then proceeded to start crying.  Which any sane girl would do. Who wants their friends to forget about them and care more about a guy?  Who wants to be the friend no one tells anything to properly? Not me. In the end my 'friends' came and asked me what's wrong.At one point i wasn't going to take the presents from that 'friend'. I was crying and said that i don't know. They were like sorry. They called me bipolar because  i started to laugh. I realise why i was 'bipolar' later on .i then thought that maybe i was the one that was making a big deal out of nothing.  Maybe i was the one who should care more about their feelings. I forgave them. Me being the stupid person that i am.

So life went on. We had ups and downs but life was good. Until that fateful day two weeks before the Christmas holidays.  So let me just tell you two days even before that. So a teacher said to me @ break time she needed to talk to me and so i went with her. She said people told me about my mood swings. Oh,i wonder who? So then i was like there's nothing wrong and stuff. So i went back to  class. The 'friend' with the issues decided to have an 'emotional' talk with me saying that we're sisters that i could tell her anything and that she'll never do me over for a guy.. So i tpld her that they wrre leaving me out and she was like i didn't notice. Same with the other friend i told. So then i was like maybe it's just me. But then i realised all the times they left me out.

So on a Friday i was dropping my friends of at some place they wanted to go to. So that guy came there and told my friend withiut the issues to tell the friends with issues something . So that friend told me and the issues sister to walk forward.  I did  but i decided to make comment knowing me. The thing i said was 'prime example' as a jok3  and then my 'friend' ,the one with issues  decided to have a strop about it and walked away all the way to her road with everyine calling out to her to stop. Once we reached her she was like he's leaving on thursday and all you care about  is us not telling you something.She was like fine i won't hang around you guys on monday Oh you guys might be  thinking why did i need to know what the guy said.i didn't . But the thing is that she would have been  going on about it and i wouldn't know. And then she'd  expect me to give 'advice'. So i was like is that all you care about.  You don't care about the fact that one of your best friends is hurting. That she's upset.That you did do her over for a guy.  I didn't  say this but what i did say was forget it. My way of saying  that the friendship was over. On the way home i started crying and my friend even called the guy because i said that i didn't blame him. Well that worked out . Not.  So by then i realised all the things that went wrong because once you remember one thing that went wrong,you remember the rest.

So on monday at break time it was akward to say the least. The person that i had an argument with started to talk about the guy which was doing me over again. She then at lunchtime wrote a letter because of what happened but gave it to the other friend instead.  So i read the letter and had lunch. it basically said she wouldn't do me over for a guy and all that rubbish. When i was throwing  my rubbish away i left the letter at the table and my friend said to me ain't you taking the letter and i was like no. This meant i did not accept the persons apology.

To this day we aren't talking much to thd surprise of my classmates.i discovered the mood swings that i had was because of the person i wasn't friends with anymore  .I hope you liked the personal story. I might take this down later on.