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Chapter Twelve : Boy In Luv

It was already 10pm when Taehyung left Jimins room. They talked about everything and promised each other to never have secrets again. He left the room when Jimin asked if Jungkooks hip thrusts were as powerful as they looked while dancing.

Taehyung thought about going to Jungkook but he didn't knew if the younger was already asleep. They had a tough schedule the next day and he didn't want to keep him off sleep.

Are you awake?, he texted Jungkook.
Yes, came the answer almost immediately followed by Are you still with Jimin?
Taehyung threw himself on his bed. He held his phone above his head while he typed the answer. No, I've just got in my room. He looked at his right side just to see Namjoon sleeping like a baby. His phone vibrated and he took it right away. You wanna come over?

Tae bit his lip, thinking about answering but he didn't want to waste a second. So he tiptoed as quiet as possible to the bath. He looked in the mirror to see if he looked acceptable. If he thought about it, it was almost laughable. Jungkook did see him after a hangover, he saw him throwing up and here he was, checking if a strain didn't fall perfectly.

After he decided to take a quick shower, he put on some shorts and his favorite shirt before he closed the door behind him. As he passed the kitchen a voice startled him. »Tae? Where are you going?«, Jin asked. He was wrapped in a blanket and had his phone in his hands. »Jin, you startled me. Why aren't you sleeping?«, the younger asked, trying to avoid the others question.

A sigh escaped Jin. He opened his mouth and closed it almost immediately. Because this behavior was very unlikely for him, Tae decided to sit down next to him. He lifted the blanket and cuddled his body against Jins. The older put his phone away and searched for Taehyungs hand. Even if they didn't show it often on camera, Taehyung and Jin were pretty close.

»I did something horrible, Taehyung. And I don't know how to handle it«, the older confessed. He wanted to tell someone what he did, but there was nobody he could talk to. And what should he say? Hey, yesterday Namjoon gave me a blowjob and I can't forget it? No, never in a million could he say that out loud, so Jin tried to explain his situation without using the leaders name.

»There's this guy«, Jin started, »I met him few years ago. We didn't show interest in each other but the last time we met something happened. Something intimate. He didn't text me or talked about it and I don't know how he thinks about it. Or if he even remembers it.«

Taehyung listened carefully as Jin told his story. Of course he immediately thought about who the person could be. He knew almost all friends of Jin, but he couldn't remember one who would act that way. Most of them were in relationships. And Jin wasn't out in the last time. They were to busy with their promotion for the album. The only occasion that could had happened was.. no, it couldn't be.

He shook his head. Only because there was something between him and Jungkook there didn't have to be something between the other members. But Jimin also liked Yoongi. And after yesterdays topic maybe there was a little change between Jin and Namjoon relationship. Maybe..

His thoughts were interrupted by a sigh coming from Jin. »I shouldn't have told you this. You're my dongsaeng. I shouldn't bother you with my problems.« Before Taehyung could say something, Jin stood up, padded his shoulder and went to his room.

Taehyung opened the door to Jungkooks room and his heart warmed at the sight before him. The younger sat in front of his computer with headphones, what explained why he didn't hear Taehyungs knock. After the blonde closed the door carefully, he tiptoed to his lover. He wanted to tap his shoulder but stopped midway, when he realized what Jungkook did on his computer. It didn't suprise him that the younger was working on a new G.C.F, what wondered him was that there were only clips of him. Taehyung, watching the sunset. Taehyung, showing his boxy smile. Taehyung, trying to play the piano.