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Chapter Six : Home

»Yoongi! Please! You promised!«, Jimin whined while clinging on his arm. Said man just sighed and released Jimins hand from his arm. »I told you it's not finished yet. And its Hyung for you. Now stop being a whiny baby and go back to your seat«, Yoongi said, thinking he shouldn't let him drink so much.

Tears welled up in the youngers eyes while looking his hyung in the eyes. When the older saw his tears he panicked. He knew that Jimin could be emotional, but normally he would just be a little bitchy. It had to be the alcohol in his veins that made him almost cry. »Hey, you know I didn't mean it. I will show it to you as soon as it is finished, I promise. But I want it to be perfect, because it's the first song I'm producing for you«, he said softly, trying to enlighten the mood.

He looked at the other members in the room but they were all chatting and drinking soju while laughing about Jin. The only one who looked at him was Taehyung but Yoongi assured him with a smile that everything was okay. He could deal with Jimin alone.

»You're just saying that to stop me from crying. I always thought you were the last person who would lie to me. Everybody lies. Taehyung lies to me. My own soulmate«, Jimin murmured. So this was the real reason why he was so whiny. Yoongi looked at him softly, raised Jimins head so he could look him in the eyes. For a brief moment Jimins eyes were on Yoongis lips. The latter tried to ignore the feeling in his chest. The feeling he has been ignoring for three years.

»Why did he lie to you? I'm sure he has his reasons. That doesn't mean its okay to lie«, Yoongi stated, still holding Jimins face in his hands. »He didn't lie to me. At least he didn't say something. But.. I can feel that he is hiding something. I think there is something going on between him and Jungkook, but I'm not sure«, Jimin mumbles while leaning into Yoongis hands.

»You know you could ask him. I don't think he would lie to you«, the older muttered thinking about what the other just said. He always had the feeling that there was something between the maknaes but they just couldn't name it. And if he's being honest he was glad about it. There was so much which could go wrong if they realized their true feelings. That's why he will never voice out his feelings for Jimin.

»I know that he wouldn't lie. That's the problem. I don't think I'm ready to hear the answer. And even if I'm ready..I'm not sure if I really want to know. Saying it out loud changes things«, Jimin whispered and the older wasn't sure if he was still talking about Taehyung and Jungkook.

He could be wrong, hallucinating it but it seemed like Jimin got closer to his face. Before anything could happen a voice brought them back to reality.

»Hey, we wanted to play something. You in?«, Namjoon asked while looking suspicious at his two members. Jimin literally sprinted to the others while the leader still looked at his friend. »You okay?«, he asked after a few seconds. With a sigh he stood up, smoothing his pants down, putting his hand on Namjoons shoulder. »Like always«, he answered while passing him to join the others. He could literally feel Namjoons compassionate look on him.

Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows when Jimin chose the seat between Jin and Hobi instead of the free seat next to him. He looked at him to ask if everything was okay, but Jimin didn't even look at his direction. Weird. Jimin would always..

»Can I sit next to you?«, Jungkook asked with the bunny smile on his lips, that made Tae weak. »Since when do you ask where you can sit?«, Jin snorted. »Since I don't know if Jimin wants to sit next to Tae«, the maknae answered while looking questioningly at Jimin. But he just shook his head and told him to sit down. The uncomfortable feeling grew in Taehyung and he asked himself if he did something wrong but nothing came to his mind.

With a shrug the blonde one decided to drink another bottle of soju. »You sure? You know you can't handle alcohol well«, Yoongi warned but Tae just put his hand on his shoulder, saying that they are already at home and nothing bad could happen. If Yoongi insists he can even bring him to bed. Even though he would prefer Jungkook.

After two rounds of Twister and Uno they all laid on the couch, talking about the good old times. Jimin was already sleeping on Yoongis shoulder, while the latter sat like a frozen statue. »I remember«, Hobi started talking, »when I once was showering and suddenly Taehyung walked into the bathroom.« »Please don't tell the story!«, said man begged but all the other hyungs told him to shut up. Hobi grinned sweetly and winked at him. The blonde just pulled the blanket up to his chest, which he was sharing with Kook, and bent his legs slightly.

»I stood in the shower, totally shocked. Everybody would have walked out with a red face, but not Kim Taehyung. He just looked directly at my dick for two minutes straight«, Hobi told and everybody laughed not even asking why he did that. »I also remember that one time when we were still trainees«, Jin smirked. »He walked into the bathroom while I was showering too. When I told him that I only need five minutes, he just looked at me with puppy eyes and asked if we can shower together«, the oldest finished while laughing softly. »And what happened after that?«, Namjoon asked curious. »We just showered together«, Jin stated while leaning back.

Namjoons and Hobis jaw dropped and their eyes were wide open. Jimin still slept and Yoongi was to focused watching Jimin sleep. Taehyung didn't dare looking at Jungkook. He didn't want the other to think wrong. »What? It wasn't like he sucked me off. We just stood next to each other«, Jin explained while Namjoon almost choked on his drink. »Why are you looking at me like that? Don't worry, if I had to choose one of you I would choose your mouth Joonie.« The oldest of the team was never someone who minced matters but the alcohol made it even worse. »What? You never thought about such things?«, he asked.

With that question started a conversation, which they hopefully wouldn't remember the next day.