They had gone back to shooting and Kiernan had immediately felt better about her breakup. She loved her job. It was an absolute dream. Especially with cast members like hers.
But all day she still questioned her identity. She wasn't sure if she liked women or men. Or both. Maybe she liked others? She had only been with men before, how was she supposed to know.
She couldn't possibly make a decision before dating a woman. Or could she? She was all turned around. Ross' dumb advice about having a journey.
Were journeys supposed to be this hard? She thought to herself.
Well duh Kiernan watch any adventure movie ever.
She needed help. The "am I gay" tests and Pinterest pictures weren't helping her.
She knocked on Rosie's trailer and found Rosie sipping coffee and reading a book.
"Hey Jacobs! Top of the morning to you." Kiernan sweetly greeted.
"Hey Shipka, what brings you to my humble abode?" She asked as they shared cheek kisses.
"Well uh, I had a question. But I'm not sure how to ask it without sounding awkward of offensive or something."
"Okay, how about ask the question and I promise not to be offended or awkward?"
"That works! Okay, uh, what's your sexuality and how's you find it out?" Kiernan said fastly.
Rosie choked on her coffee a little.
"Oh, well it was an interesting journey. I am bisexual. First time I suspected I was in middle school drama class and I took a bunch of "am I gay quizzes"."
Kiernan "ahhed" and didnt feel stupid about taking those quizzes anymore.
"I thought I was a lesbian with the way I thought about girls. But then I thought I was pan with the way I thought you should love everyone, then I had this thought I was actually straight and just overthinking how I thought girls were pretty."
Kiernan grew nervous at her journey ahead, but a little calm knowing someone else thinks the same things she does.
"Then my first year of high school I came to the firm decision I was bisexual." She finished.
"Had you ever been with a girl before?"
"Not yet. My second year though, I got a girlfriend before she had to move away."
"So you knew without dating someone the same sex? Huh. That makes things easier. Or harder? Wait-" Kiernan wasn't sure what she was doing.
"Having your own little thoughts?" Rosie thought she was adorable.
"Yeah, I'm super confused please help me." She asked.
Rosie fought the urge to smile widely and yell "date me!"
Baby steps Rosie, baby steps. She told herself. Then she looked to her friend in need and her eyes softened. She grabbed Kiernan's pinky, making her smile.
"I got your back."
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