𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 ➳ [ SPENCER REID ] [PARTS 1 & 2]

━━━━ letter 489

spencer,
i just got a call from hotch. it was really late here, like 2am.

i thought he was crazy for calling me so late, even though i knew it was only 9pm there.

is it true? is jason porter really dead?

i started crying. i cried really, really hard. he has caused so much harm to me, to my family, to you guys, and he's finally gone.

i can come back.

hotch already booked my flight, i'm supposed to head home tomorrow morning- well, this morning. i can't believe it.

i'm nervous, though. i'm so nervous. what will derek, garcia, prentiss, all of them think?

what will you think? hell, i told you to move on and forget about me- and now out of the blue almost a year and a half later and you find out i'm still alive?

i don't want you guys to hate me- and i'm scared that you're going to.

i'm going to stop worrying. i'm too tired for that right now. and i have to start packing!

i cant wait to see you.

love, for the first time in a long time,
leah gray