As a kid
I was too skinny
The skinny people were scared of
The skinny people worried about
The skinny where it's hard to gain weight
The eat a burger skinny
And so I was constantly been
Concerned about gaining weight.
Now I'm too fat
I'm the type of fat
Where people pretend to worry about my health
I am the fat friend
That's only there to make jokes about there weight
I'm the fat friend no one wants
I'm the, you shouldn't wear that
Kind fat
The, you shouldn't eat that kind of fat
I'm the recovering
From an eating disorder kind of fat
I would eat and eat and eat
Then try to purge
And then when that didn't work
I'd starve
Go days on as little food as possible, or only water
I try and try to be skinny again
But skinny didn't equal happy
Fat didn't equal happy either
