I try so hard to be happy
But happiness is a fleeting emotion
And the sadness the derepression
Feels so eternal
It's been five year and nothing has gotten better
Depression has it hands wrapped tightly around my throat
Ripping joy from my brain like air from my lungs.
It's been like this for so long I don't know what
Life with out the constant overwhelming feeling of sadness would be like
And it scary I'm scared
I'll never be happy
I'll never be good enough
