happy new year :) let's hope for a good 2021
y/n pov:
as i focused my eyes on my laptop, i didn't even notice the tears welling up in my eyes. i'd been so stressed lately due to the fact i was practically failing school, my boyfriend ruel had been on tour for the past 3 months, and my parents were pissed at me considering my grades. i tried to keep these feelings to myself but as they grew i couldn't help but feel even worse. i was quickly taken out of my thoughts when my bedroom door flung open.
"GUESS WHOS B-" ruel screamed, holding a bundle of roses and my favorite snacks. his smile instantly dropped as he saw the state i was in.
he quickly makes his way over to me, dropping his gifts on the ground. ruels arms securely wrap around my waist as he tightly hugs me. i place my head in between the crook of his neck as he softly strokes my hair. the small sobs continue to escape my mouth while he picks me up and takes me over to the bed.
"love what's wrong? you know u can tell me anything right?" he mumbled into my neck, leaving soft kisses right below my ear.
"it's j-just, i've been so fucking stressed out lately and i feel like i'm not good enough. i'm trying my best but i'm failing school and my parents are livid. you've been on tour and i didn't wanna ruin your happiness too so i kept quite, i love you so much ruel i'm so happy your home." i cry, holding onto him even tighter than before.
"hun you know you can always talk to me, sure touring was fun but i've missed you so much nothing could ever make me happier than you. and please never think your not good enough, you deserve the would and everything in it."
he pulls away slightly to look me in the eyes, before leaning and pressing our lips together for the first time in months.
"let's get some rest shall we?"
all i did was nod my head and cuddle back into his chest.
"i love you ruel"
"i love you more y/n"
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ok so basically it's 4am and i really wanted to update so here's this
kinda hate it LMFAO but it's alright
have a good day/night xx
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