Chapter 6

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                  "Move on to the past"

Rosè's POV

Now that you know what Lisa and I past .. Let's focus on the present for now on..

"Rosè!" I look around and saw Lisa running towards me ..

Lisa... Just Lisa.. The different person that I meet .. The Lisa that I loved and The Lisa who changed me is finally Jennie's property..
I'm so happy for them ..

"Hey.." I was on my sense when she spoke while standing in front of me

"How are you..?" She ask and sat beside me

"It's been a year since the last time I saw you how you doin' now?" She asked me again..

"Still counting" I replied that made her look at me

"Counting?" She ask while me.. I was looking at the sunset peacefully

"Yeah counting of pages of my life" I replied again still watching the beautiful sunset that anytime will be disappear..

"Idk what you mean .. can you stop being a writer just for once?" Lisa said that made me smile

"Still slow.. ofc God gave me a life of book" I said again

"Ow I understand now but I'm asking how are you not your life book but you?" I look at her confusedly .. This is the first time that Lisa talk something ridiculous..

"Without my life book I am nothing" I replied just to know her reaction but I failed.. Yeah I failed.. Failed of reading her mind rn ..

"You can't read what's on my head rn because it's empty.. The answers you've been finding is in here" She pointed her heart that made me look away

"Why you do that before?" She ask

"I already told you the answer" I replied

"Then why you are still in jail?" She ask me that made me quiet ..

"Why did you hurt yourself for sacrificing your love for me?" She ask again that made me look away but try to answer her

"Coz I love you" I shortly replied

"Then why did you not allowing yourself again?" I look at her confusedly

"What do you mean?" I ask

"I know you know what I meant" She replied

"No I don't" I replied back

"Yes you know .. you're just afraid of letting yourself out" She said so I keep my mouth shut again

"Don't be a quiet person you don't have pens and notes to write anything you want to say rn" She said ..

"Why are you asking me that it's been a year so sto-----" I was cut off when she stand up

"It's been a year that you made me happy but you're still on that jail making yourself unhappy because of that darkness around you .. Open your heart again and there's someone's waiting for you.. Thank you for letting me happy Chaeyoung .. From now on I'll help you to be happy .. I'll help you to be free .. Trust me you're not alone" She said and left me hanging..

What do you mean?????
I'm a writer but why I don't understand you?
What's wrong with me?
Am I still alive??
But darkness around me???
I'm free ...
UNFREE OF BEING ME..

"Rosèyah come and help me to prepare the food!" Dahyun shouted

Did I really on jail of my book?
But....---

"Yah Rosèyah are you deaf!" I was back to my sense when Dahyun shouted in front of me

"I'm sorry.." I apologize

"Are you okay?" She ask

"Yeah" I replied

"Seems like you're lying again.. come on stop being a lier ..be true to yourself" Dahyun said and left ..

"Btw help me to prepare the food.. I'll wait you there" She added and walk away

Be true to myself??
I'm hones-----
I'm a lier...

This wasn't me..
I know myself more..
Do I really know myself??
Do I??

"Rosèyahhh!!"

"I'm coming!!"

I stand up and look at Lisa far from me for the last time..
Can you help me..?
I'm tired of being alone
I'm tired fighting alone...
I'm tired ..

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