Rejected by The Alpha

Chapter 7

Chapter 7

(A/N Hey guys im not going to be updating much for the next few weeks, i have finals week coming up and i really need to focus on studying, im really nervous and worried about it. So wish me luck , please VOTE, SHARE AND COMMENT!!!xoxox, Melissa )

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I woke up to the sound of a bunch of beeping machines. It was really loud. I tried to open my eyes but was immediately blinded by the light above. I felt the presence of Jace by me, i could always feel when he was around me. I finally just snapped my eyes open. Jace was holding my hand and had his head rested on the side of the bed with his eyes closed. I lightly shook him and he immediately sat up rubbing his eyes. 

He looked over at me and just kind of blinked for a minute before grabbing me and pulling me into a tight hug, placing little kisses all over my face

"Please don't do that ever again, i thought i was going to loose you, i was stupid before to not see how special you were Mak, and i could've lost you, i would have had to spend my life without my soul mate, and i cant believe it took me that much to realize how special you were and now that i do i can never explain enough how sorry i am and how much i want to make it up to you. "

He said looking deep into my eyes, i could tell that he was serious , and every part of me was begging for me to believe him. 

" Jace, idk… you're going to have to let me think about this and even if i do end up taking you back, i want you to know that this is going to be a slow process im not just going to jump into a relationship with you after all the heart ache that you put me and my wolf through. "

I said looking back at him

"I know , i know, but im willing to wait for you ! you mean the world to me and i don't ever want to lose you like i almost just did. Will you go on a date with me?" He said reaching out to grab my hand.

I let him, for once i actually didn't pull away, and it felt nice to let him hold my hand.

" Yes, i will go on a date with you " i said smiling at him

He jumped up immediately beaming with happiness

" Ok, how bout tonight at 8? well that is if you are feeling better" he said looking a bit saddened by the thought

"Yes, that sounds great  " i said smiling and pulling him down for a hug. He hugged back immediately 

" ok, i have some Alpha business to do , ill see you tonight at 8 " he said smiling one more time before leaving the room. I was no completely alone, and started to wonder where the doctor was, as if on que the doctor walked in with.. Jake… 

I didn't really want to see him now, not ever. I went through the trouble of explaining my whole life to him and all my secrets even when i didn't want to, and how does he repay me? He completely lies to me about finding his mate and right now you might think that i am over exaggerating but i am most absolutely not! imagine being with someone for years and sharing absolutely everything with them and then they hide a big change like this from you and you end up being the LAST damn person to know. It really hurts .

" Mak, can we talk " he said motioning for the doctor to come back in a minute.

I just stared down at my lap not daring to look up and meet his eyes. I stayed quiet .