HIDDEN (unedited)

CHAPTER 14

Chapter 14: before the storm

- Adrian Gold - P.O.V

she is going to be the death of me...

she was crying in the woods. she cried for a long time and I couldn't help but feel useless. she was sad and I couldn't do anything about it. and I am the reason for her crying.

after what happened I couldn't leave her alone. that is why going back to the pack house was not an easy mission. it was 5. the sun was about to be up and I have classes at 8!

I had to have all my classes early so I can have a part time job.

you see I don't get paid for being a lily. will I do get paid but not with money. most lilies get money for their work some like me it's a case of you work with us we help you do whatever. most of the times even those cases get money but because of the who and where i became a lily I don't get paid and that call for a job.

finally in my room undetected I change to my pajama pants and throw myself on the bed to rest.

******

"you look grumpy" I was in class and Kim wasn't really up to listening in class.

"I just didn't get enough sleep" I don't really care about sleep. I can sleep anywhere anytime for whatever and I'll woke up like I slept on the most comfortable bed for 8 hours. and waking in the morning isn't a problem for me, I like mornings. I am what you call a morning person. but after what happened with miss Eren this morning I just don't feel up to anything. after I stopped my ranting she ran. I am pretty sure that mean I hurt her. why do I keep on hurting my mate??

"will you do look like it vanilla" I'm really not in the mood to object on her calling me vanilla. "oh right. today is your first day of work right?"

I simply nod.

"you're no fun! come on get excited do something gossip!" gossip? really?

"about what?" I give her a small smile.

"ummm. I don't know" she rested he chen on her hand. "oh! I think Eren and jack are the new bitch couple. I saw them kissing earlier this day" my smile dropped. I can't take it anymore, my wolf need to cut something. I never had the urge to release my wolf and in the past few days that urge keep popping up. my wolf want to kill jack. oh I want to beat him up! I didn't want to do that for all the times he bullied me and now I can't seem to think about doing anything else to him.

I took my stuff and putted in my backpack standing up " I'm sorry. I'm so down and my wolf really need a run" I tried to give he a small smile.

she looked up at me in understanding the urge that comes with being a wearwolf.

I nod again and leave.

yes supposedly I can't shift but I still have a wolf and he would want to connect with nature. normally when my wolf want to connect with nature and run I'll just run in my human form into the woods but now I feel like that won't cut it at all.

the woods are near the university and it wasn't long when I started running. I ran and ran for more than an hour but my wolf was restless.

there was a small river running smoothly near where i stopped and so I bent down and splashed water on my face. I don't know why I didn't. in movies when ever someone go to the bathroom to splash water on his face I would think it's idiotic. I mean come on when do you in your life go just to splash your face! I shouldn't have give them so much hate. splashing water is actually relaxing.

my wolf calmed down a little and I decided to go back I took some of the clothes left for shufted wearwolf to when they shift back and I went to take a shower. no one would want a smelly wolf and so near the woods there is showers for males and females. after I finished I looked at the time and the girls are probably having lunch now.