HIATUS

chapter 5

■Harry's POV■

I never knew I could ever feel this much of pain. Never knew it until now jealousy could hurt that much. There, in front of my eyes, she was sleeping so calmly, wrapped up in his arms. Acid rose in my throat at the sight. I felt my whole body shook with temper. I looked outside the window to calm my anger. Why the fuck was my body shaking?

"Aww they are so cute, aren’t they?” Gigi said resting her head on Zayn’s shoulder.

“Yeah. It’s good to see Clara smiling again.” Zayn agreed.

These talks were hurting me. Everything was pointing that it was all my fault. But I love her. I was happy with her. our relationship was about to start. I was ready for any commitment. But The sudden secret album writing decision changed everything. The contract had some issues I didn’t notice. I had to leave. I thought I’ll tell everything after I finished the album but things got even worse. There were so much pressure making the album. For 3 months I couldn’t contact with anyone.
When I came back it was too late as I saw Clara is with Nicholas. I didn’t lose my hope. Somehow I feel that Clara still loves me. And I want her back so badly because this relationship is true and perfect in every way. She is the one I truly love. Now I was feeling more confident as I saw that Nicholas doesn’t know about her scars. The ones that I left on her body, the memory of our first time. That means they didn’t get intimate yet. That was a relief. But despite that realization my eyes were still burning.
Fuck! My whole body was burning.

Meanwhile the car stopped at Niall’s yard. They all were in LA for the weekend. So I came here to catch up with them. Everyone was staying in Niall’s LA house. Nicholas woke up and he gently woke Clara too. Everyone got down from the car. But I couldn’t move my body, suddenly feeling weaker. After a moment I slowly got down from the car grabbing the door. But as soon as I tried to walk my head spun and I stumbled.
But someone caught me, I recognized the familiar Touch-Clara. She helped me straighten up but before I could stop myself I hunched my body down and threw up. It was a disgusting feeling. I shouldn’t have drunk that much. I cleared out the alcohol from me, all the while the touch remained on me, rubbing my back. It felt better than anything in the world right now. I tried to stand up, no longer feeling dizzy. Everyone stood at their place, perplexed at my sudden sickness while Clara was still holding my arms. Lauren  ran to the car and brought a water bottle. Clara splashed some water in my face and head. Nicholas was surprised too but soon he recollected and went to Clara and helped her. They both took me inside and sat me on the couch.