Ocala Dreams//Jeremy McKinnon

Chapter Six

Both Jeremy and Neil have been calling an texting me like crazy telling me about the shows and after parties that they get invited to. I tell them how crazy they are and that I miss and love them both. Neil and I skyped the other night until about 2 am. He told me that he listen to Fall Out Boy and remembered they made the song Sugar, We're Goin Down and said that he loves them. I smiled at the fact he was trying to find some way to relate to me and get closer to me. He tells me that he sized up on his gauges, he shows me his new plugs that are upside down crosses. I tell him that they are absolutely lovely. We both laugh. It's kind of routine now.
8:45 AM
I had school in about an hour. Just one class which is my Film and Photography class. I got up and made myself some eggs and bacon with toast. I devoured that and went upstairs to get a quick shower and get dressed.
Neil POV
I woke up about 7 and decided to text Indy. I miss her a lot. I sent her a message that read: hey kid. Just wanted to say good morning and that I hope you have a wonderful day. Xoxo, Neil.
Hmm, I should write hallmark cards. None of the guys were awake yet. Tomorrow night was our last night of tour, then we could either go home or see Indy. I believe Jeremy and I are going to Chicago a couple days after tour.
My phone buzzed. I looked at it to see if Indy messages back but no, it was my girlfriend, Leslie. I feel like such a dick for talking to Indy and kissing her yet, we have something in common. We pretty much click. On the the other hand, I have Leslie, a girl I have nothing in common with. I might as well just end it.
L- hey baby! :)
Me- hey there
L- how're you?
Me- I'm okay.
L- what's wrong?
Me- call me. Easier to tell you on the phone.
Two seconds later, she calls me. "Hey" I spoke softly. "What's wrong?" She says sternly. "God I hate being blunt and honest. But, I think we should take a break. Only because I've been in a mood lately and I just don't want to be in a relationship right now. It has nothing to do with you. You been nothing but kind and loving towards me." There was silent. Shit. "It's okay. I understand!" "No, it's not okay. I feel like an ass for hurting you." "Neil, it's fine. I completely understand!" I sighed. "Okay. Listen, I'll talk to you soon okay?" "Of course. Talk soon" She hung up. I still feel like a complete ass.
Indy POV
I fell into that sad feeling. Depression I believe. I really miss Neil. I think I'm feeling something for him. That night that he stayed over, being in his arms felt right. I believe that I'm crazy. If I fall into this psycho act, I would cause him to run away and never talk to me again.
What is wrong with me?