The Weeping Woods

I Don't

This is uncommon to hear

But I don't care if it causes fear

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I don't want a big house

Or a marriage to spend all life with a spouse

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To spend everyday together and then get old and as is fate

Just the memories keep you smiling in a little less than hate

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To watch my skin shrivel and die

And pray to whatever I don't really believe in why

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I don't want to sit down and lie to myself about how I feel

I have no choice I must be real

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I don't want to have a child that despises everything I touch

Nor one that will break my heart even if it loves

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I don't want to go to Harvard and make connections with witches

So I can spend all day at a good-paying desk job run by some more bitches

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I don't want to love and lose and try again

When I cry at every single damned lost friend

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I don't want to cook, clean, dream, and love

When I'm damn sure the only reason we exist is lust

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Don't get me wrong I may not have experienced love

But even the shit that doesn't involve kissing ass is extremely rough

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I don't want to call someone honey and shit

When they have to have money to win my affection or get it

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I don't want to get drunk every weekend

To drown out the pain of my backstabbing so-called fucking friends

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I don't want to spend life so involved with others

That I never live like the rest of the population, my brother and mothers

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I don't want to pray everyday

To someone who I may believe but really couldn't say

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I don't want to worship the ground that any hoe walks on

When shit builds up on me like an atomic bomb

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See so much of my life revolves around others

And regardless of their excuse it's fucked up my dreams of being a mother or having a few lovers

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I don't want society to take care of my dreams

Or a family on a porch with who loves me to smithereens

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It's bound to break my heart shit life has seemed so endless

Because every goal is either impossible or filled with helplessness

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I don't want so how about that fuck you to society

Don't question my judgment it's clear and promising

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So life will likely suck and shit if I care

Society can question and say beware

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So what if I don't want your society's 'normal'

Fuck your norms and while your at it stop saying I'm fucking hormonal

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Because if do I do not want

Then I shan't fucking do cunt

A/N: Does anyone else feel like life is just dull or sad when it lives up to standards society's standards. Lot of cussing in this one lol😬🤣