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CHAPTER 3

Sorry for the typos and grammatical errors.

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Zeil

Guess what? I'm back at the mall again.Same store.

Not to buy books, but to buy school supplies. Malapit na rin kasi ang pasukan.

Notebooks, Ballpens Paper, Highlighters and of course hindi parin mawawala ang books. Bumili na rin ako ng art materials, paints and paintbrushes, oil pastels, oslo papers and many more.I also went to buy my bag na rin. One black and one gray.

Saka na ako pumunta sa Mathaino International School­-kung saan ako mag-aaral. I enrolled for Grade 11, filled up some forms and them went home.

While I was driving napadaan ako sa Medela Hospital. It's been one week na pala simula noong nanggaling ako dyan.

How is Marcus na kaya? Wait..is it Marcus? What's his name again? Gosh Nevermind. I will not meet him again naman eh.

I parked my car at the parking lot of my condominium building and went to the elevator and pressed the 12th floor.

I walked straight to my condo and picked up the paper ad ballpen that I brought.

Naging tradition na sakin ang masulat ng letter every end of the month. Palagi kong sinusulat ang mga bagay na gusto kong ipagpasalamat, what I want to happened to me sa susunod na buwan, yung mga wish kong gustong matupad and many more. Anything na gusto kong sabihin sa Diyos.

God,

Thank you for giving me another year of existence. I hope that you will continue to guide me and my family next month. I hope you can forgive me sa lahat ng mga masasamang bagay na nagawa ko. I want you to make my family safe and guide them always. I also wish.....to be happy.

-Lyndzei Lacambra

After writing , inayos ko muna yung mga pinamili ko , tsaka ko kinuha yung susi ko. I also grabbed the match from my drawer and then I walked out of the building and drive to the mountain tops.

Nang mai-park 'ko ang kotse 'ko, bumaba na ako at pumunta sa usual spot 'ko. Sa ilalim ng puno where you can see the houses since it's morning.

Nilibot 'ko ang paningin 'ko at nahagip ng mata 'ko ang puno kung saan nahulog ang lalaking 'yon.And I can't help but to smile. Kahit naman kasi napalayo ako that time kasi hinatid ko siya sa Hospital, his reaction while he is in the ground while begging for me to help him made my night. Nakakatawa yung itsura niya para siyang natatae na ewan.

Ang sama kong tao. Hahahaha.

He's cute though.

Iniwas ko na ang paningin ko sa puno at pumunta sa dulo ng bangin, buti na lang hindi masyado mahangin today.

Kinuha ko yung posporo at yung letter ko. Kumuha ako ng isang match stick at sinindihan saka ko nilapit sa dulo ng letter.

Unti-unti nang nasusunog yung papel. And I did nothing but to watch the smoke while it travels up the sky.

I hope it can reach God.

Tuluyan nang naglaho yung papel, at nung wala na akong nakitang usok sa kalangitan ay umalis na ako at uuwi sa condo ko. Dahil mag aayos pa ako ng gamit, at kakabisaduhin yung daan papunta sa room ko. It's good that the school provided a map for transferees.

Nang makabisado ko na yung daan, not sure kung alam ko ang daan pag nasa school na 'ko but alam 'ko na naman yung mga lilikohan ko, sana?

Nagshower na ako at nagskin care bago nangbihis nang pantulog at nahiga sa kama.